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Daddy was enrage when he knew i quitted from work.. he don understand why i quitted but i don't bother explainin either cause as a matter of fact, he doesn't even listen at all..

so after a long quarreled he keep asking is it you do something wrong then they fired you?? what cld i have done?? i mean.. This act only meant he don't even trust me.. so they called up OG.. I was really unplease with that act, you know for me i want to work somewhere wher i like to be.. In OG, it's a common sight to see shows put up everyday: china woman and spore ah peks over there touchy touchy.. and then they have the mother scold children act and the children with lots of funny qns like.. 妈咪为什么你们可以买我们就不可以？like so DUH right.. the money is the mother's one lor.. but that kinda reminded me when we were kids and we wld throw tantrum for these small things.. Anyway I met some so.. *** (cannot express lar.. the ideal some word that explain make me very the pek chek lor) WAH!!! I fold they pick up unfold, i fold they pick up unfold.. Delibrately then never buy.. Take 10 pieces of clothes tell them limited 4 piece heck care insist of trying.. take the card themselves go in.. WHat the.. no respect for us at all.. comeon lar u work for ppl we also work for ppl right?? Then my parents after call OG said this:人家给你机会做工，你做两个礼拜不要做了。。 你有没有道德的？？ Xiao one.. why they don't say is OG cheat ppl de..

then my dad came into the room.. I was SICK and Tired.. and i took the medicine before.. so i was doing my qt.. he came in ripped my book which i did qt with and tore my bible.. I ran out of my hse and ran to the highest floor of the building to hide.. I jus cried and cried.. the taunting memories came back.. ITS DECEMBER AGAIN! For the past 8 years this history repeats itself.. I was just so sick and tired of this.. But even as i would really like to take the plunge, i thought of my sis in thailand.. I don't want her to miss out her fun.. anyways.. My parents salvation leh?? so i went home.. n he come out scold scold then.. he looking for some cable thing then later my mother found it and scold him say he anyhow put then they lauf lauf.. DOTZ.. like why they so xiong just now leh? All this must be the result of: ANDROPAUSE

maybe cause daddy curse god and tore my bible.. It came the 代价咯！There was an earthquake in NORTHERN THALAND..
Hi everyone i am not sure if anyone has heard of the 5.1 magnitude earthquake that hit northern thailand. Of which Chiang Mai was very badly affected.
here is the news report: http://www.chron.com/disp/story.mpl/ap/world/4398170.html5.1 magnitude quake rattles ThailandBANGKOK, Thailand — A medium-sized earthquake damaged buildings and sent residents fleeing from their homes in northern Thailand early Wednesday, officials and residents said. There were no reports of injuries.
The quake, with a magnitude of 5.1, struck at 12:02 a.m. in Mae Rim district, just outside the city of Chiang Mai, the national meteorological center said in a statement.
Chiang Mai, about 350 miles north of Bangkok, is one of Thailand's most popular tourist destinations.
The quake damaged at least five dormitory buildings at Maejo University, about 6 miles from Mae Rim, and sent panicked students and faculty into the streets, said Pitak Rajakan, a professor.
"I was so frightened, it felt like a herd of elephants stomping through my house," Pitak said.
More than 2,000 students were temporarily evacuated from their dorms.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
for those who do not know, my sis is currently in northern thailand and she is having this mission/ecological trail under Republic poly and is suppose to return on the 23rd dec, however my family and i are very worried of her safety as chiang rai and chiang mai are pretty close.. Since they are up in the mountains we are unable to reach them at all.. therefore i seek your help my brother and sisters in christ that you can pray for mercy journey for my sister and also, the safety of her and the team.. And that they will be able to contact us asap.. Also, that it will not bring along any other "after effects" like even more earthquake that are stronger.. thank you..
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
It is the same every year's december.. where everyone soar high to pursue their dreams and i am chained to the bloodstained grounds, cooped in the cage..

It is the beggining of the mnth and i quitted OG.. and cm'on to think that i hung for 2 weeks was pretty not bad le.. see wendy and yi wei they quit early then me.. not like i not bringing money home or wad..

many teens now work for their own needs lor who even contribute to the family..very few.. But look i am doing my best to earn enuff for my camp so i don need support from others.. after an hour of crapping he just came up witha conclusion: Don't ever work.. Right like u going to provide me for life.. You want assurance?? impossible cause that is something i nv experience frm you all my life.. the very fact that i live in fear everyday afraid that you will stp giving money is evident.. It makes me sick in the stomach everytime i think of the lives i have been through and even wonder how i could even hang on to now if it wasn't for God..

that is why i am so determine to be a project servant..

i f i lose this chance i really donnoe wad i will become to you know.. Jesus can you hear me.. It is the calling from a desperate soul..
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Today went to TS for job interview with the 2 Js.. haha.. like before when we went og.. haha but today was nearer.. i am planning to look for temp jobs till dec.. haix maybe the holiday(public) kind.. haha.. anyway i doubt if got time.. got to prepare for project serve which i not sure in nort.. haix..

anyway... we got lost just like last time when we went ryu's hse.. hmm.. slight drizzle.. on the roads.. haix we wanted to go kaki bukit ave.1 but we alighted at airport rd instead.. =_='" so anyway we WALKED two bustop and still got lost.. called the person many many times.. then we got lost at the building itself.. she said blk 11.. but blk11 is WITHIN THE BUILDING.. we thought is another building.. HAIX!!! it feels bad to be lost.. went through the interview.. don think can get le lor.. anyway we made the interview worthy with out of the interview qns like hw long does it takes for a show frm taiwan showing now to singapore n stuff.. enrichin lor.. haha..

we went pasir ris eat jap meal then go tm bossini so joan can check schedule.. guess who i saw.. DENISE!! and ben n issac.. DENISE WAS LIKE CANDY! =D but the guys -_- emotionless.. ok lor.. hmm.. so we went there.. and who else did we see.. MORE SACIAN.. LOLs.. then when i went home i went pass church so char they all at toilet as usual HEAR THEM BEFORE I SEE THEM.. haha.. wanted to call her but somehow that incident at Joshua's stayover still there lor... >sidetrack a lil' after that day i had a lot of that same incident nightmare.. like cannot forget n daunting me lor.. i mean it hurts for a person u thought ur fren to say those words abt u lor.. somemore like she bring u into that church one lor.. <>

-----------------------I'm a division Line!----------------------

I wanted to blog on the recent
events like ECP, josh's stay over, the job at og the interview and yadaa yadaa..
but found that it is currently a big big pile!!! =s







well i'm tired.. i'm mentally emotionally and physically drained.. on sunday
i resigned.. i'm going to join project serve.. Now the problem..


http://projectserve.blogspot.com/



1. I need financial support anyone's kind parent willing to help me??? or maybe
if u want also can lor.. haha.. need to raise abt $300-400 per mth.. for the
next 3 mth..



2. Mummy is considering abt the mission trip if i join PS.. she says jie left at
18 lor.. i shld wait till then.. BUT if i convince daddy i get to go!!! yea



2b. But MUMMY N DADDY quarrelled again.. cold war..



2c. thus leadin to lack of privacy as jie jie went thailand for some mission
stuff.. haix.. mummy in the room too.. fortunately she can't see wad i'm typin..
=p



3. I really feel like a damsel in distress.. the monster:: money.. i know we
shld not store treasures on earth but in heavens tt's why i joint project
serve.. that means i can't contribute to the family which my parents WERE
EXPECTING..



4. I FEEL HELPLESS..



5.I WANT TO BE DIFFERENT FROM WHO I WERE..









i know that when we serve god even if we are standing alone he will provide a
way out.. and so i know there will be someone out there ready to help me.. haix..
TRUST IN THE LORD!!! candy!!! have faith.. the faith of a mustard seed can MOVE
A MOUNTAIN!!! GOD PROVIDES ABUNDANTLY!!!







foot note: wad to say.. when u are tired of fitting in u don't even try le.. you
just leave things as they are.. .. .















yesterday i came back frm SYFC project serve interview and audition.. haizz.. in
the end still alone but nvm lor.. anyway.. i came back under my block then smell
something very strong.. pungent smell.. donno wad.. then got some auntie ask me
help her carry the motor bike up.. apparently the bike kindda... erm.. how to
express?? overturned, falled?? donno lar but the idea is it: lying on the floor
and petrol was leaking and there was a pool of petrol there lor.. we were afraid
coz that corner always got ppl litter and smoke, then cigrette jus throw there..
and beside it was the letter box place n a CHILDCARE.. for safety we called the
police.. AIYA POLICE AGAIN!!! 2nd time in 3 mnths.. haix..







Scene of crime:



Bedok North Ave.* Blk ***



Objects found:



a mototbike plate **2087*



a pool of patrol



Supect: the playful children..



either the cycling, or play badminton or soccer..



shld be cycling.. coz keep comin back n check till the police came..







the police came down after half n hour.. then the patrol dry up le.. HAIZ!
slow.. .. then they asked if the fire bridgade came le ma.. u allso near haven't
u think they leh?? HAIX.. so in the end.. i gave them my particulars and went
home.. tired..

10:29 PM
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silly wishful thinkings.
her silly wishful thinkings.

missTANGGUO
hoping you were my candyman who is candiedcoated
⊹⊱⋛⋋糖果⋌⋚⊰⊹//我愛棒棒堂 我不会让自己有希望落空的机会，因为没有期望，就不会失望。。
but i am not a girl who dares to dream since beautiful dreams and i were nv meant to be
i don wanna fall from the hopes and hurt myself, no expectation won come any dissapointment.


I'll Remember You Lyrics (No Secrets)
No Secrets - I'll Remember You Lyrics

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything


I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you


I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go separate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you


If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you


I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss

never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you





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