Alfie..

A couple (3) of years ago, there was this girl who was 14, it was the 4th time she visited china black, and that was the last time... She met a guy who was 178cm tall, Chinese, relatively well built, not too fat and not too thin and was friendly... He was 7 years older than her... Very matured... They got to know each other through David...

She was silly, young and naive... They got together after a week... He was always there for her... He taught her many ways of life... He accepted who she was totally... The "her" even others didn't know... He was the advisor when she met with problems from home... His house was her hideout when she left home... Her financial tower, aka ATM when she was down on money... Her chauffeur when she is in need of one... He was her everything... He knew how desperate her family was pressing her... At the 2nd week of relationship, she silted her wrist when her parents pressed her so hard... so hard she could barely breathe... When she met him in his house, he was so angry that he smashed the ice water which was in the clear glass cup on the floor... Picked up the glass and slit it down his wrist... His blood flowed down his hands and reached for the ice to the bits of pieces of glass on the floor... Then reached the water like the cloth in red dye... She broke down and ran towards him, gave him a hug and promised she will never do it again...

In the tranquility, he would play the guitar for her, when she cries; his shoulder will always be there... Soon, it was a month, he bought her a bouquet of flowers as presents... 20 pink roses... and one was fake... He said: "...21 meant that I love you most... You know I will love you forever... Even till the last rose wither... You know I am real... “She was so touched she cried again... She passes her the strawberry tarts she made... It was hard like the table but he finished it all still... From that day she vowed to be the best pastier for him... All of a sudden, he surprised her by picking her up from school one Thursday afternoon, he drove her to his place again and this time he bought a set of clothes ready at his house, she changed it to meet his parents, and she was appalled that day.. They were pretty charismatic and friendly... That night, she felt like she was a princess that day, and she finally comprehended what family was, that it was not about shouting and screaming at each other, it was something more than that, it was more than lectures, she heard them scold him, but those harsh words sound like sweet whispers.. She felt something she never had felt at home... It was just amazing how his family was like... Going back to his room and looking at his baby photos and laughing at how chubby he was a pleasure... Even when she went too far, a kiss appeased his anger...

That night she returned home very late, 1am in the morning, her parents slapped her hard cold, she can never forget, but anger and hatred rise in her, the warmth she saw in his family as to a contrast to her family... It was just the ends of the universe... He always comforted her, that his family can always be mine and not to be too upset and always wonder why the world is so unfair... She always asked him questions that bewildered him but he answered all even if it was senseless... Like she once asked, why is the skies blue and not pink?? He answered, it is because god wanted to paint a perfect portrait of you and me in the blue skies, if it was pink then it will be me alone, cause we won't be able see you... She smiled and leaned on his shoulder as the cool breeze gently induces her tears… She was touched, but held her tears...

2 weeks later, one and a half month have passed, they sat at the balcony of his condo, and they were looking at the stars and the moon… She was so engrossed in figuring out which were the stars and which were the satellites, she had no idea what was installed for her… As they sat on the swing he asked her if she wanted the stars in the skies, she smiled and laughed at him… She said: “Don’t be silly dear; the sky is too high for you to reach… You won’t be able to get me one…” He picked up the clear glass cup and put it in front on the star… She saw the star shone brightly in the cup; she was in awed and amazed by what he did… He said: “If the star was what you wanted I would do all to get you one, even if I have to try all my means to get you one… But Sweetie don’t you think that the stars look better in the skies? Let’s put it back...” She looked at the skies and he slipped in a necklace, a star necklace… “Now look at this…” he said. She looked in the cup and saw the necklace. She was so happy that she was speechless. She felt like even if her breathe was taken away that moment, she will live her life with no regrets… He put on the necklace for her and said: “When you are all alone in the night, take a look at the necklace and it is as good as seeing me…” She just gave him a kiss and a hug... There was nothing that she could have done… Just then he said, when you look at the stars, the moon, remember that I am at the other side of the earth looking at the same moon the same stars…

“The other side of the earth??” she was stunned… How could this be a dream yet so real… She must be out of his mind… What is he saying?? Her tears could not stop flowing; it was like a tap that cannot be turned off… She just kept wailing and he just calmed her down… When she finally let her tears run dry, he broke to her gently that he was leaving to Germany to work and had to leave in two weeks time, in fact when I went to his study every was already in boxes… All the books were gone... When she left his house, she looked at the house and saw the bouquet of dried flowers withered all but one… She knew that she had to be brave, she kissed him goodbye at the car park behind her house and said: “I will be good don’t worry…”

On that day he left for Germany, she felt that the last rose had withered, my world had come crumbling, and her hearts broke like the glasses he threw on the floor... All of sudden she was thrown into the spinning world all alone, She could only see one color in the rainbow up the skies, everything was black and white… She didn’t think she had the strength to let it go but she had to… However, he managed to settle down just in one week, he frequently msn her, but the time difference was a major hurdle, the telephone bills… All good things got to come to an end, just in one month; they broke up and decided to go on their separate ways… She just wished that she was never brought into this… He would send things over to his parent’s house and she would collect… Even after they broke up, but things didn’t last for long either in half a year, they lost contact…

SWEETIE AND ALFIE IS OFFICIALLY OVER!!

2007 May
Just a week before 21st May, Mr David told her that he was leaving for Germany, by then she have gotten over Alfie except for all the sweet memories they had… She asked him why he was leaving for Germany.
David : “Oh, didn’t you know Alfredo (his nickname) is getting married with a girl he knew from the local pub.”
Girl: “He is?? He didn’t even tell me or invite me…”
David: “He didn’t? Oh well, that girl is pregnant, 3 months. =S”
Girl: “Oh what ever, I don’t give a damn la… Tell that guy I am pissed with him, never tell me and never pay for my air tickets and never invite me… WAH LAO EH… I VERY ANGRY!!! ”
David: “Ok. Or would you rather I pack you into my luggage, we go Germany gai gai?”
Girl: “Don’t want la… You think I like you so so so so slack?? I need to study…”
David: “Then don’t complain.”
Girl: “Whatever just tell him best wishes from me.. BYE!!”

October 19, 2007
His daughter is born; she is named Abigail, by her Godmother, her… Cause she demanded, moreover Alf didn’t mind... Anyway I WILL GET TO SEE HER THE NEXT AUG!!! WHEE!!! Just in case you still don’t know who is her, the girl and whoever it is me la... and he is ALF!! Xmas coming le... He will be busy with Santa… HOHOHO!! Alfie I had been good all year… And stop asking why I am still not attached when I got people jio... The answer is simple... From past experience there is no one who let me feel as secured as him, as blissful as Alf had... Just as simple as it is… 26th coming it will be a full moon…

me as of today.. =] happy and alive kicking..
Today i wear like going sentosa when it is raining cats and dogs..


TODAY HAD CELL OUTING!!
and worked at kumon.. OOOFF.. whoo... cell outing was fun even though i spent half the time waiting and half the time in settlers... haha..

KUMON.. as u can see once and again.. BARB the messy girl.. haha.. and she is getting flirty with so many seduction from the mei meis there.. esp, chloe and val..


new WALLPAPER.. baby mickey n minnie.. goes well with my screen saver..


BLAH!!! for those dumb dumb who think i am attached... HHHHHEEEEEELLLLLL NNNNNNOOOO..

I'm not LURHH!! me n ron are just good buddy jus like me n XY.. gettit?? DUMB DUMB.. so KUKU... so continue asking me OUT!!! haha... and as for those who asked me out today.. OMG SO SORRY! me had to work.. another day.. GOSH!! i love attentions..


TALKING ABOUT ATTENTION!!
When we were going home today i saw GAIA(one of the very few malay kids in kumon who had the same pronounciation as uncle gaia/jaia the soundman in the control room).. he was on his way home from soccer.. HE WAVED TO ME.. =D and the other day on sat.. CALEB TALKED TO ME.. he is both mine and barb's little hercules... haha.. I mean most kids DON KNOW their teacher after classes usually, they won't talk with u one.. THEY REALLY MADE A DIFF, kinda remind me of the days in maris stella and why i teach.. WHEE.. =D