Saturday, December 29, 2007
I feel so dissappointed in myself.. .
I can't control my emotions.. THat is my weakest point. I know yet i can't do much abt it..
But the words are harsh, my lips are hushed.. so it left the tears streaming down...
I am glad for a sis in RAVEN!! though she is not always there.. She has been my emotion pillar, I find it hard to tell mr alvin and XT and mr wai jun and all how i feel, i can only confide to deb and miss eileen.. I donno.. BUT the recent case i only let deb know, i felt... like a spring being pushed all the way down... I just wan to scream it all out. I donno how to react, i donno if i shld go, cause the words out from the mouth of MR X, is someone i respect a lot.. and he taught me a lot of stuff, if he told me personallyI don mind, but he told others and to hear it from the others, it is miserable..
maybe i should have this special hide out in VEG, then everytime i need to tell a secret, let something out, we will dig a hole and talk into it.. hmm... OR maybe light a candle and talk to it.. =] ok.. i am so glad everything is fine now..
*reminder: DEB's SUPRISE to be printed out. to be reviewed!!!!
12:31 PM
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007
FIRST OF ALL MERRY XMaS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!It's come to the time of the year...
where as expected daddy and me and sis quarelled again?? and this time why??? no one took initiative to empty the dustbin.. wat can i say???! ANDROPAUSE!!! ARGH!! unbearable...
Made gingerbread man cookies that kept breaking.. ARGH!! nevertheless... i'm sick and and and dwn with rashes.. hates raisin.. =[[[
went to office for 5 minutes and cause of that i see no point in putting makeup.. making me look so weird... hmm .. but office was lie damn crowded! =S i miss all of them.. haix..
Ron called last night!! suppose to watch ALVIN ANd THE CHIP MUNK! but i wasn't free so too bad..
so what else did i enjoy this xMAS?? oh we opened a bottled or merlot that taste like @#$%^%$#.. eew.. 2003 vintage.. =[
11:36 AM
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Friday, December 21, 2007
In VEG PTE LTD, I notice we build something more than sales figure, more than an organisation and more than a company.. we build a family..
We go through thick and thin, the hardest time, the fun time... We rely omn each other yet we are so independent at times...
GOSH i made so much new frens this week... =]
thanks boon keat for lending me a hand when i fall...
DEB!! i miss u=[
XT, i can nv be grateful enuff to thank u for ur big heart..
Mr alvin, why u so alert??! =[ can't hide much things frm u..
Miss eileen for being there when i cry.. =]
8:46 AM
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Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Emotions suppressed, gushed out like the volcano eruption... - Ican'tSUPPRESSanyLONGER.
I guess it's been too long that I have been enduring and suppressing and tolerating these hurtful, unsensible, unsensitive words...
It's not about getting your way around, it's not about just saying what you want.. It's not about NOT thinking what you say may AFFECT other's... It's not about:"I don't know"... Cause it is really very insensitive and irresponsible.. Not knowing is NOT a excuse, you are much older, you should also understand every words and actions have it's own CONSEQUENCES..
admit the fact that I was unable to do emotions detachment, cause my the volcano is about to explode, take a cap and put on top of it.. See what happens, suppress the lava even more.. It's WORSE!! I have always been passive, sometimes passive-aggressive, but i had always aim to be assertive?? So STOP MAKING MY LIFE DIFFICULT!!
MAYBE i think too much... But I want the best for my guys.. I may have one, but others are rolling in.. MAYBE I have always been SCORPIO real SCORPIO the vengeful kids that tend to think a lot.. But I WILL CHANGE!
9:02 AM
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Tuesday, December 04, 2007

OH GOSH!!! i miss DEBORAH!!!!
The one i share all my secrets to... Our scandalous gossips...
haha...
WE WILL FIGHT!!! FOR RAVEN!!!

1:23 AM
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Monday, December 03, 2007
My horoscope stated...
Be careful not to make any of your decisions too quickly. You could regret a choice.
To my horror it is so so so so so so so so true...
DAMN! me and phoebe went for attachment.. and haix.. i went back to office crying... u can give ur 300% and yet all can be futile.. .
OF COURSE AS COMPARED to mr leon's past case we won so bad.. BUT ME AND PHOEBE DID OUR BEST AND ALL WE COULD, cldn't.. and i am just damn upset.. haix..
12:07 AM
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Sunday, December 02, 2007
Mr Leon is a big guy... who borrowed my lighter and nv did return.. so since i stated here.. it means this story will now come to an end...
Anyway attached one of his guys for appointment... 2nd sa! =D and this time round 24 cal water, small achievement but.. YEAH!! i love mr alvin's sale kit even though it is heavy...
anyway went home late.. and then... mr leon sent me home... i doubt if he ever would.. anyway it is like damn scary.. esp when the wind blow blow.. then my fringe cover everything.. damn damn damn damn scary and so fast.. i wanted to screamm..... AHHHH!!! fast but scary.. how much longer can my heart take it... i can still feel it thumping.. .
12:44 AM
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Saturday, December 01, 2007
My leg i skilling me... let me mark this day down, my first day out for my first SA as a PP... hmm... first this is for mr tim's phony...
it all began tht we forgot cal water after reaching the cityhall mrt we return to take cal water then we proceeded to newton.. then before we went over... Me and mr tim was talking, then to the watch where he talk abt the ex girlfriend, so he asked me did you have someone who you loved a lot and in the end send you invitation to go to her wedding.. I just told him straight, my ex married on th 21 May and by Oct-Nov, abigail born... haix.. talk abt marriage.. he somemore have kids leh..We went dwn.. only to find aunty speak malay and chinese... @_@ with our limited chinese... we can barely make it.. the moment i speak chinese, my head blank out.. but the aunty keep walking around and so got time to discuss.. Nevertheless i found it hard, i don even understand if she understand me...
Haix...
12:14 AM
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her silly wishful thinkings.
missTANGGUO
hoping you were my candyman who is candiedcoated
⊹⊱⋛⋋糖果⋌⋚⊰⊹//我愛棒棒堂 我不会让自己有希望落空的机会,因为没有期望,就不会失望。。
but i am not a girl who dares to dream since beautiful dreams and i were nv meant to be
i don wanna fall from the hopes and hurt myself, no expectation won come any dissapointment.
I'll Remember You Lyrics (No Secrets)
No Secrets - I'll Remember You Lyrics
It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go separate ways
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
Forever baby, I'll remember you
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