⊹⊱⋛⋋糖果⋌⋚⊰⊹ the damsel in distress

i have moved.

2009-04-12T02:17:00.000+08:00

I HAVE MOVED

HIstory of siew mai / shao mai?!

2008-11-23T01:46:00.005+08:00

Hi ANYONE KNOWS THE HISTORY OF SIEW MAI, SHAO MAI, SIO MAI, SHIU MAI SO ON AND SO FORTH??! NEED IT URGENTLY, WIKIPEDIA IS NOT A SOURCE...

CAUSE I KNEW IT ALREADY, BUT SINCE LECTURERS DON'T RECKON.. THEN TOO BAD..

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shaomai
MAIL TO: misstangguo@gmail.com
I WAN THE HISTORY OK???!
State source as well..

命名

肖米最早關於燒賣的記載是在元末明初，當時在高麗出版的漢語學習書籍《朴通事諺解》上記有元朝首都大都有販子熟食「素酸餡稍麥」，是以麥麵製成的薄皮包著肉蒸熟，伴湯而食。稍麥之名，隨便因音近讀成燒麥和燒賣。其他關於燒賣的記載包括有《楊州畫舫錄》、《桐橋椅棹錄》，清朝《金瓶梅詞話》有桃花燒賣的記述；清朝著名食譜《調鼎集》亦有收集菜式如葷餡燒賣、豆沙燒賣、油糖燒賣等。

传说清光绪回族人马玉亮所创的燒麥。初名撮子包，因感不雅，又因其边与将熟的麦穗相似，遂改名为“烧麦”。

上海燒賣
上海燒賣餡料以糯米為主，可在其中加入切碎的豬肉，牛肉，蝦，白菜，香菇，以及其它。

[编辑] 廣東燒賣

蟹子燒賣廣東飲茶吃的點心中，包括有燒賣。廣式燒賣一般比較小，長度不過兩厘米，一個小籠子內可以放下三至四顆。廣東燒賣款式多樣化，常吃的包括：

乾蒸燒賣：又稱蝦肉燒賣，以切碎豬肉、鮮蝦為主要餡料，用鮮黃色的薄皮包裹，再在燒賣上加一點蟹黃來點綴，蒸製而成。但由於成本問題，現多以蟹子取代蟹黃，甚至使用成本更低的紅蘿蔔茸。
牛肉燒賣：將切碎牛肉，用白色的薄皮包裹，再上面上加上一顆青豆蒸製而成。
三星燒賣：是乾蒸燒賣的變相，在豬肉餡的燒賣分別放上冬菇、豬肚和蝦肉。每一籠三星燒賣只有三顆，便是放上這三種不同的燒賣各一。
魚肉燒賣：體積較一般燒賣細小，主要餡料是碎魚肉，用鮮黃色薄皮包裹蒸成。通常作為街邊小吃。
黃沙豬潤燒賣：也是乾蒸燒賣的變相，在豬肉餡料上加上豬潤蒸製而成。是一種懷舊點心，現時很少茶樓供應，只有一些老茶樓如蓮香樓有售。
鵪鶉蛋燒賣：餡料是碎豬肉、蝦肉和鵪鶉蛋。

[编辑] 京式燒賣
葷餡燒賣：用雞肉、火腿配上時令菜作餡蒸成。
油糖燒賣：用板油丁、胡桃仁和白糖作餡蒸成。味甜。

[编辑] 山東燒賣
羊肉燒賣：是山東臨清出名的燒賣，以羊肉作餡料。

[编辑] 江西燒賣
蛋肉燒賣：以蛋和豬肉作餡料。

[编辑] 日本燒賣
日本燒賣（焼売、しゅうまい、シウマーイ、siumai），味道和用料也和廣東燒賣類似，只是通常形狀較大而且多在燒賣上放一粒青豆以作裝飾。

[编辑] 參看
日式燒賣
魚肉燒賣
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[编辑] 資料出處
^ 引自《信報》2005年11月09日、《飲情食趣》專欄，作者唯靈，香港知名權威食評家。
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ALITTLEFUNFACT.
China is the most populous and the 4th largest country in the world. When people think about China, people generally think of places like Beijing, Shanghai, and Hong Kong. It’s kind of sad though, because China is so diverse in both culture, ethnic diversity, terrain, and even weather.

It is also one of the oldest and continuous civilisations in the world, whose history is rich and vast. And sometimes (usually) not recognised by other Historians. The history stretches as far back as the Ancient Egyptian civilisation does, and perhaps even more - depending on which Historian you talk to. It was only in recent times did non-Chinese Historians believe that the Chinese civilisation extended as far as the Ancient Egyptians or beyond.

With such an ancient civilisation comes great inventions. And in fact, many major inventions that we still use today in modern times came from China. The greatest of the ancient Chinese inventions were actually highlighted in the Chinese Opening Ceremony in Beijing - paper, the compass, gunpowder, and printing. Some other important inventions and discoveries include toilet paper (wohoo!), suspension bridges, astronomy, and matches.

In terms of food, it’s the home of noodles, tofu, and using food as medicine. There are actually hundreds and possibly even thousands of different types of noodles and tofu, most of which is actually quite hard to find outside of China or even Asia.

There are 8 distinct food regions of China because back in the old days there were only 8 Chinese provinces. I bet you haven’t heard of half of them. You probably know Sichuan (also spelled Szechuan) and Guangdong/Cantonese. But I bet you haven’t heard of Hunan, Shandong (except of maybe the rice wine), Jiangsu, Zhejiang, Fujian, and Anhui. There are more different styles of Chinese cuisine now, as there are way more than 8 provinces in China. But even within a province there can be different distinct cuisines.

In Chinese cuisine, it is customary to plan a meal that consists of a variety of dishes that differ from one another in terms of both the ingredients and the method of preparation. For example, if one fish dish is steamed, the chicken should be fried, etc. A formal meal will of 8, 10, or 12 dishes - any number that is considered lucky depending upon the importance of the occasion and the budget.

Here are some basic things of what to do and not to do when dining with Chinese people.

1. When dining, the Host should be the first person to eat, unless the Host says that their guests should dig in first. If the Host insists that the guest eats first, it is customary to let the older people dig in first. Alternatively, you may assist in serving the older people before serving yourself.

2. If you are using chopsticks, please use it with your right hand. Using it with your left hand is considered impolite.

3. If you are sharing dishes, please use the chopsticks or spoon provided with the dish. Do not use your own chopsticks, as this is considered impolite in a formal setting. However, in an informal setting with family members it is perfectly acceptable to use your chopsticks to transfer food to their plate.

4. If you think a dish needs an additional ingredient (e.g. salt or soy sauce) do NOT go ahead and sprinkle it on the dish - even if the Host admits that his/her dish isn’t tasty for some reason. A classic example of this was in the Joy Luck Club movie, where the non-Chinese person on the table goes ahead and pours soy sauce on some dish. That is a total no-no. If you don’t like it, keep those thoughts to yourself!

5. If you are using chopsticks and eating rice from a bowl, do not stick your chopsticks into your rice. Instead, place it across the bowl or somewhere else. The reason why you do not stick your chopsticks into your rice is because it resembles incense sticks used when make an offering to a deceased friend or relative.

6. The Host (or at least the person sitting next to the tea pot) should ensure that everyone who wants to drink Chinese tea or hot water has their tea cups full with their chosen drink. Whatever you do, do not let the cups go empty. If the ages of the 2 people sitting between the tea pot are different, the younger person should be the one pouring the drink for their older friends. The recipient should thank the person for helping to pour the tea/water into their cup either verbally or by tapping 2-3 of their fingers on the table.

7. Don’t be fooled by our stereotype of nerdiness. Yes, we find education very important but Chinese people do have a strong drinking culture. In a Chinese business banquet, there can be a lot of drinking to be had. Once again, don’t be fooled as Chinese business people who participate in this practice can drink Westerners under the table.

A business banquet will start with a person doing to the toast and saying a few words (other than “Gan bei!/Cheers!”) and then people will go around doing more toasts. If you do not drink alcohol and would rather not participate in the event, you should politely refuse by stating you can’t drink because your Doctor won’t allow you to.

For those who have the opportunity to attend a Chinese wedding banquet, there will be a wedding toast - also known as “Yum Seng”. Yum Seng means “Bottoms up!” in Cantonese. I suspect that Mandarin speakers will probably do this too, except say “Gan bei!”

During the dinner, the newly-weds and their parents will go around to each table with a glass of champagne/wine/non-alcoholic beverage to make a toast. It is customary for the guests at the table where the wedding couple are to stand up and hold their (full) glass. The most important thing to know is that you should save your tonsils/voice for this exercise, as you will be saying cheers together. But our wedding toast isn’t an ordinary one. You will need to say “Yum Seng” as the toast - but the tables can get a bit competitive with one another to see who can say a louder and longer ‘yum seng’. The trick here is to hold the “yum” as long as you can in order to go “Yuuuuuuuuuummmmmmm SENG!”. If you need to breathe while saying “Yum”, take a quick one and keep going “uuuumm” until everyone else stops and says “SENG!”

8. Chinese people, especially of the older generation, will fight over who should pay the bill. To non-Chinese/Asians, they will probably be stunned when they witness a sometimes chaotic and noisy scene over who should pay the bill at the end of a Chinese restaurant meal. No punches will be landed in this affair, but it is considered good manners to try and wrestle the bill out of the hands of who ever has it. The gesture of being eager and willing to pay is always appreciated.

9. If you are going for dinner at someone’s house, please bring a gift for the Hosts like a bottle of wine or some fruits. For those who are invited to a potential or existing business partner’s house, please ensure that you have a gift as both parties will exchange gifts as a small token of friendship and good will.

10. At a birthday party, it is typical for the birthday person to pay for the bill. As per #8, a little game of fighting over the bill is definitely encouraged. In fact, Chinese people do find it strange that at Western (or at least Australian) birthday lunch/dinners, the guest is also expected to pay for their share and to give a present.
adapted from: http://wanderinggourmet.net/?m=200809

BERNARD TOH AND JEANETTE YEO S' THE WEDDING

2008-11-23T01:37:00.001+08:00

BERNARD TOH AND JEANETTE YEO S' THE WEDDING

and with my cousin as well.. wondering EH WHY ONLY ONE DISH?!? well we ate the rest before we could take them.. reformatted comp all pics lost including my B'day.. there goes 18th b'day just like this..

Filming starting today ytd.. had imaging... look out for us.. here we come~!

MOVED

2008-07-12T01:09:00.000+08:00

HI ALL I HAVE MOVED!!!!

to.. http://www.aliltoolate.blogspot.com

Link me.. =]

BRAND NEW Selling / trading shoes

2008-05-04T12:14:00.008+08:00

Design 1: fold down. - white shoe lace and white with pink trimming lace.

Design 2: unfolded - wearing like this trims the shape of your leg, looks longer and thinner.

At the back is the laces and a pink ribbon.

Design 3: Folded and open!

Design 4: unfolded and closed up.

ITEM NO: #001-shoes (canvas boots)
http://candiedcoated.blogspot.com/2008/05/brand-new-selling-trading-shoes.html
Color: Pink, with white lace. With burberry look alike patterns inside.
Selling at : $48.00(Negotiable)
Meet ups: Available
Swops: Will consider, either leave a comment or a tag.

Fits size 40. Hand sewn, Bought at $50dollars. **BRAND NEW!!! Email at smooches.wawa@gmail.com if interested or can contact me at 93209889.

MAS SELAMAT ON THE RUN!!

2008-03-04T10:29:00.002+08:00

With the recent escape of MAS SELAMAT from the TOILET.. it seems like this terrorist is the top of the topic now.. =S well.. HOW DID HE EVEN ESCAPE, i mean cm'on sg's security is like DAMN TIGHT! but on the other hand this short crippled man.. CAN ACTUALLY OUTWITT SO MANY SOLDIERS AND SECURITY and get out and today is like the 5th to 6th day and NOT FOUND!!! gosh.. AND HE HAVE A COMMON FACE LAR!!! michael looks like him lar.. haha..and goverment never give bounty.. haha.. imagine this guy beside you then..

A: "hmm eh look like the terrorist leh.. "
B:"cannot be la.. he wont be at public places.."
C:"ya lor he not so stupid.. "
A:"BUT really look like, we call the police la.."
B:"eh you don't kay kiang k?? later call wrong person HOW??? PAISEH LEH"
C:"ya lor.. call correct also NO MONEY!! NOW WE RUSHING FOR WORK LEH!!! later pay dock then you know.. SCARLY still kena fine uh.. say we prank call.."
B:"YA LOR!! 做人会厉害就好，不咬颊里还hor。。"
A:"But we are part of the nation, we should do our part!!!"
B:"TO HELL WITH YOUR THEORY LA!!"
A:"I believe we can make a difference.. "
B:"Your brain inside empty uh?? *knock her head.. "
B:"YA SOUNDS LIKE.."
tuu tuu tuu tuu tuu.. TRAIN COME LE!!!
C:"emm hmm.. you stay here call k?? we go board the train le.. I WILL TELL BOSS YOU GO MANHUNT AND DOING YOUR PART FOR THE NATION.. "
A:"EH WAIT!!!"

YES THIS IS REALITY!!! REALITY don't permit us to do MANHUNTING CAUSE WE NEED A LIFE TO LIVE!! and the world is spinning and things goes on.. WITH or WITHOUT BOUNTY not much of difference, but the difference is, MORE PPL WILL BE MORE MOTIVATED TO CALL! sending 5.5million mms,YOU MIGHT AS WELL GIVE US THE MONEY LOR!!!right? ?

Chalet pics!! =]

2008-01-19T09:39:00.001+08:00

Annual Grand Seminar

2008-01-19T02:43:00.000+08:00

here are the pics.. =]

had fun at AGS, mr alvin and boon keat went up!!! =]

had dinner at makan sutra..

woo..

2008-01-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

14th- AGS!
everyone was like hyped up.. and ok i will update later cause i am not in the mood..

GOSH I MISS.. it's been jus an hour ago..

DEBB miss u too..
KEITH miss u too..
CARINA where are u? ?
TANG GUO YOU~! why sat then come back?

頭號甜心

2008-01-12T02:33:00.000+08:00

頭號甜心
作詞：王雅君　作曲：范瑋琪

你說你最喜歡牽我的手　那感覺我真的很想說
you say u love to hold my hand, that feeling i would love to express
每一秒我害羞　一點點心動
the shyness i feel every second, makes my heart beat.
有好多最新鮮的感動　不用預購
It makes me touch no matter what, you don't have to even pre-order.
你一定給我　最超級的溫柔融化我的心窩
You definitely give me, the super gentleness that melts my heart.
你是頭號甜心沒錯　你最愛我沒錯
No doubt you are my number one honey-you love me best.
像巧克力的誘惑每一口代表一個步驟
Every step is like chocolate addiction.
你是頭號甜心沒錯　你最愛我沒錯　默契好的沒話說
No doubt you are my number one honey-you love me best. We have the best rapport.
只要你追求　我就點頭
You just got to start the chase and i will nod.

你說你最喜歡牽我的手　那感覺我真的很想說
you say u love to hold my hand, that feeling i would love to express
每一秒我害羞　一點點心動
the shyness i feel every second, makes my heart beat.
有好多最新鮮的感動　不用預購
It makes me touch no matter what, you don't have to even pre-order.
你一定給我　最超級的溫柔融化我的心窩
You definitely give me, the super gentleness that melts my heart.
你是頭號甜心沒錯　你最愛我沒錯
No doubt you are my number one honey-you love me best.
像巧克力的誘惑每一口代表一個步驟
Every step is like chocolate addiction.
你是頭號甜心沒錯　你最愛我沒錯　默契好的沒話說
No doubt you are my number one honey-you love me best. We have the best rapport.
只要你追求　我就點頭
You just got to start the chase and i will nod.

你是頭號甜心沒錯　你最愛我沒錯
No doubt you are my number one honey-you love me best.
像巧克力的誘惑每一口代表一個步驟
Every step is like chocolate addiction.
你是頭號甜心沒錯　你最愛我沒錯　默契好的沒話說
No doubt you are my number one honey-you love me best. We have the best rapport.
只要你追求　我就點頭
You just got to start the chase and i will nod.

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sweet sweet song.. i love it. ok the translation is weird.. but who cares. I'm LOVING IT!

NJCian

2008-01-09T09:45:00.001+08:00

watch out for the fake NJCian.. haha..

kacheek.. my neck's long.. =S

the only time i look good w/o make up is in uni..

right?

smiles..

me eric says i have the NJ look..

i will be glad to really be a student again.. don't hv to be NJ! SJ, CJ, MJ?? all can.. haha.

PIC! STEAM BOAT

2008-01-08T12:42:00.001+08:00

carina. candy. boon keat. edward.

incompleted. raves.

me and carina. while bored ed and boon stared into blank and the rowdy gang played foosball.

me and carina.

ee... she act cute steal my limelight. =[

me and carina.

DHA OUTING - steamboat is the legend.
went for the DHA OUTING last year and tada the pics.. =] emm.. smelly us.. finish my last drop of eversense. =[

swensen

2008-01-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

today go meet mr lawrence for the trial din get down payment which means my 323 really bo hope le..

NVTHELESS! me going to work hard this month!!! and tmr boon keat going up! and i din keep up with the promise to go up with him.. ah... NVM!! the stage will be too crowded.. i will join the feb de.. obviously someone wasted my time badly.. argh.. BOON KEAT!!! NEXT MONTH MM!!! =]

oh yes..

sometimes i wonder why i work so hard to stay in VG.. Maybe cause of the people?? the culture?? must be if not NU skin stupid idea of "take a step back" and yada yada to me was a waste of time..

theirs like recurring cost.. everynow and then of the following must buy.. if i buy a product now buy but then i a few years change to maintain.. let's say 6-10 years.. u mind not.. or u prefer something u need time effort and displine to use??? siao eh.. big deal outside corp.. proven successful comp plan.. bring one blue diamond.. hmph.. ya i will CAN KAO de.. only reference and nth more..

most impt here.. the ppl care.. =] haha when u are up and down.. emo and sick.. they are always there.. esp.. BOON! and my beloved deb that seems to dissapear and mr waijun and mr alvin.. Nowadays feel very sad mr alvin not there.. but that was how i treated my downline too.. throw him there and me and debb go cut hair.. NOW STRESS BIG LE!! why leh?? cause now my this like=MR alvin 's mm group... going to be like stress...

now considering to apply or not??? NP BS??? hmm..

Adverlet expired

2008-01-06T09:04:00.000+08:00

Advertlet domain is expired thus causing the webpage to keep redirecting to some stupid webpage to tell you that it is expired. How goon can it get?

So i had to remove the script so that my webpage will work properly. argh. Troublesome.

here is FAQ by the way.
http://advertlets.blogspot.com/2008/01/advertletscom-quick-faq-on-domain-issue.html

ya if you are interested just go take a look.

And rah... LOST WEIGHT!! woohoo.. look! shirts oversized.. RING oversized.. slipping off my fingers?? Skirt oversize.. worst of all undergarments. haix. where's the least idea part to lose weight?? and when ur cup size starts to drop from C to b.. u know gosh.. i've lost weight and then u wonder lose somemore?? ok maybe by then i can be like paris hilton and say.. hmm.. i am quite happy being flat chested, i don't know why woman out there wants to have big boobs? eh.. like sabrina sabrocks?? MAD AND REEN don laugh when u reading this.. u all jolly well know who sabrina sabrocks is.. =D

ok my tummy is flipping feels worst then the butterflies in my tummy. .

FEVER SHOO!

2008-01-05T12:35:00.001+08:00

stupid fever is haunting me..

gosh keep fluctuating... ups and downs. up and downs.

gosh don think i will be able to meet up with anyone any time soon.. rawr.. GOSH!!! stupid fever.. highest record 42degrees..

now it's FRYING MY BRAIN!!!!!

shoo fever shoo...

hmm how much higher can it go??

yanno.

2007-12-29T12:31:00.000+08:00

I feel so dissappointed in myself.. .

I can't control my emotions.. THat is my weakest point. I know yet i can't do much abt it..

But the words are harsh, my lips are hushed.. so it left the tears streaming down...

I am glad for a sis in RAVEN!! though she is not always there.. She has been my emotion pillar, I find it hard to tell mr alvin and XT and mr wai jun and all how i feel, i can only confide to deb and miss eileen.. I donno.. BUT the recent case i only let deb know, i felt... like a spring being pushed all the way down... I just wan to scream it all out. I donno how to react, i donno if i shld go, cause the words out from the mouth of MR X, is someone i respect a lot.. and he taught me a lot of stuff, if he told me personallyI don mind, but he told others and to hear it from the others, it is miserable..

maybe i should have this special hide out in VEG, then everytime i need to tell a secret, let something out, we will dig a hole and talk into it.. hmm... OR maybe light a candle and talk to it.. =] ok.. i am so glad everything is fine now..

*reminder: DEB's SUPRISE to be printed out. to be reviewed!!!!

Wachu got for me??

2007-12-25T11:36:00.000+08:00

FIRST OF ALL MERRY XMaS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's come to the time of the year...

where as expected daddy and me and sis quarelled again?? and this time why??? no one took initiative to empty the dustbin.. wat can i say???! ANDROPAUSE!!! ARGH!! unbearable...

Made gingerbread man cookies that kept breaking.. ARGH!! nevertheless... i'm sick and and and dwn with rashes.. hates raisin.. =[[[

went to office for 5 minutes and cause of that i see no point in putting makeup.. making me look so weird... hmm .. but office was lie damn crowded! =S i miss all of them.. haix..

Ron called last night!! suppose to watch ALVIN ANd THE CHIP MUNK! but i wasn't free so too bad..

so what else did i enjoy this xMAS?? oh we opened a bottled or merlot that taste like @#$%^%$#.. eew.. 2003 vintage.. =[

Raven-family

2007-12-21T08:46:00.001+08:00

In VEG PTE LTD, I notice we build something more than sales figure, more than an organisation and more than a company.. we build a family..

We go through thick and thin, the hardest time, the fun time... We rely omn each other yet we are so independent at times...

GOSH i made so much new frens this week... =]

thanks boon keat for lending me a hand when i fall...
DEB!! i miss u=[
XT, i can nv be grateful enuff to thank u for ur big heart..
Mr alvin, why u so alert??! =[ can't hide much things frm u..
Miss eileen for being there when i cry.. =]

Ican'tSUPPRESSanyLONGER.

2007-12-18T09:02:00.000+08:00

Emotions suppressed, gushed out like the volcano eruption... - Ican'tSUPPRESSanyLONGER.

I guess it's been too long that I have been enduring and suppressing and tolerating these hurtful, unsensible, unsensitive words...

It's not about getting your way around, it's not about just saying what you want.. It's not about NOT thinking what you say may AFFECT other's... It's not about:"I don't know"... Cause it is really very insensitive and irresponsible.. Not knowing is NOT a excuse, you are much older, you should also understand every words and actions have it's own CONSEQUENCES..

admit the fact that I was unable to do emotions detachment, cause my the volcano is about to explode, take a cap and put on top of it.. See what happens, suppress the lava even more.. It's WORSE!! I have always been passive, sometimes passive-aggressive, but i had always aim to be assertive?? So STOP MAKING MY LIFE DIFFICULT!!

MAYBE i think too much... But I want the best for my guys.. I may have one, but others are rolling in.. MAYBE I have always been SCORPIO real SCORPIO the vengeful kids that tend to think a lot.. But I WILL CHANGE!

DEBORAH!

2007-12-04T01:23:00.000+08:00

OH GOSH!!! i miss DEBORAH!!!!

The one i share all my secrets to... Our scandalous gossips...

haha...

WE WILL FIGHT!!! FOR RAVEN!!!

HORO!

2007-12-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

My horoscope stated...

Be careful not to make any of your decisions too quickly. You could regret a choice.

To my horror it is so so so so so so so so true...

DAMN! me and phoebe went for attachment.. and haix.. i went back to office crying... u can give ur 300% and yet all can be futile.. .

OF COURSE AS COMPARED to mr leon's past case we won so bad.. BUT ME AND PHOEBE DID OUR BEST AND ALL WE COULD, cldn't.. and i am just damn upset.. haix..

Mr Leon

2007-12-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

Mr Leon is a big guy... who borrowed my lighter and nv did return.. so since i stated here.. it means this story will now come to an end...

Anyway attached one of his guys for appointment... 2nd sa! =D and this time round 24 cal water, small achievement but.. YEAH!! i love mr alvin's sale kit even though it is heavy...

anyway went home late.. and then... mr leon sent me home... i doubt if he ever would.. anyway it is like damn scary.. esp when the wind blow blow.. then my fringe cover everything.. damn damn damn damn scary and so fast.. i wanted to screamm..... AHHHH!!! fast but scary.. how much longer can my heart take it... i can still feel it thumping.. .

sales appointment

2007-12-01T00:14:00.000+08:00

My leg i skilling me... let me mark this day down, my first day out for my first SA as a PP... hmm... first this is for mr tim's phony...

it all began tht we forgot cal water after reaching the cityhall mrt we return to take cal water then we proceeded to newton.. then before we went over... Me and mr tim was talking, then to the watch where he talk abt the ex girlfriend, so he asked me did you have someone who you loved a lot and in the end send you invitation to go to her wedding.. I just told him straight, my ex married on th 21 May and by Oct-Nov, abigail born... haix.. talk abt marriage.. he somemore have kids leh..We went dwn.. only to find aunty speak malay and chinese... @_@ with our limited chinese... we can barely make it.. the moment i speak chinese, my head blank out.. but the aunty keep walking around and so got time to discuss.. Nevertheless i found it hard, i don even understand if she understand me...

Haix...

drown

2007-11-25T09:50:00.001+08:00

drown in my own tears...

i am just so fed up with my family...

SOMETIMES u feel like they don't understand, why are they being so unfair... They had been very very unfair once.. and now and again and again and again, it never ends...

Why when my sis slap me i have to apologise??? Why is it when i do the things i do because i care for them... THEY never understand, so nvm...I will continue living in my fucked up life...

haix...

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it doesn't matter anyway... I am good at pretending probably Mr Alvin saw through.. but nevertheless, i am just tired..

INSPIRED

2007-11-24T02:41:00.000+08:00

three people made an impact in my lives today...

No.1 DEBROAH!
One of the female warrior in raven... she let me rmb how bad my days in sec and pri sch days was.. when i survived without pocket money... suffering gastric and stuff.. yes i know we are all busy.. but we have to still get our three meals... ok i am surving on one meal a day.. but the fats stored up for the past few years are putting into use.. so deb... eat ur three meals regularly...

NO.2 MR SEBASTIAN!
i attended the power builder session yesterday... and today he reminded me as a second lesson.. Learnt a lot more... have to put thoughts into action.. i guess that is the most impt... AND ABOUT DUPLICATING.. duplicating my uplines..

NO.3 MR TIMOTHY!
much like kristy.. mr timothy is always joking around with us, but today i saw the other side of him.. makes me want to cry too..

EVEN as we always thing we are very poor thing, know there is someone out there who is in a plight far worse than you...

Emo? eh?? - the abandoned kid..

2007-11-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

Hanging on the thread... Just like my jeans, hanging on my waist with a safety pin, with an amazing result of weight lost of 5 inches, 4kg?? I can't fit into my skinnies, it's more like hipster? eh?? Dress all black with emo spects, black nails and stuff they all thought i turned into a emo kid.. NO LURHH.. puhlease.. just that i don't feel like talking...

16th nov just passed.. reminds me of 16th nov 1996, the day my mom made a decision..

16th Nov 1996
House, havoc
Things thrown around

Root:"Daddy and mommy quarrelling over jie jie's guzheng class."

Daddy and mommy got physical, mommy packed, asked my sis pack too... they wanted to throw me alone with my domestic violent dad.. Knowing that when he is angry it doesn't matter who is the one beside with him, he just whack... They wanted to leave me to die.. They want to abandon me.. They don't want me.. I had to beg mommy to bring me along... But I'm still the abandoned kid.. do i matter to them? I hate myself for everything.. I hate the fact i was borned..

the third sunday of the month, the little child cries like the abandoned infant.. Held in the arms of the tazmania, she remembers every bit that happened that day.. The daunting past is back for revenge..

ME!

2007-11-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

It's still 13 days to hit ME! gosh kena play out by alvin haw.. anyway... hopefully amin will stay..

Pretty down this few days.. keep feeling like crying and smoking...

haix.. school tmr..

After mr Alvin said now i getting more and more goth, I brought my piglet speaker bag today.. but piglet negative.. He told me secretly... :"Why you leave me alone in the cubicle... I kena molested by the people there... ,>.<, why you leave me all alone??"Then I brought him up for some air.. erm.. smoke to exact and accidentally i scalded him.. He cried:"I'm negative now.. why you burn me?" Then Xueting said, that they i smoke then i burn my hair.. now again i burn my piglet... OK NOW EVERYONE SYMPATHISE THE PIGLET.. nvm la.. i gave it a brush in the PKMS... haha..

MLM

2007-11-17T11:27:00.000+08:00

Let's face it... In reality we all know if sunshine was to pull out now, our economy is gonna take a big blow... the employment rate?? the GDP? the consumption of the household? How many people actually invest in property? their savings gone? all and all etc... U see the impact.. Of course i can say one black sheep harms the whole herd.. I worried about carine jie jie.. and even if my whole family don give a damn about her.. watching her to fail.. BUT WE WILL PRESS ON!!! It's not easy for us I know, for a girl who is so determine that she slitted her wrist and even left such a scar.. I respect her.. She isn't as bad as what daddy and mummy said she is.. I know.. People change.. It's u who is unable to accept her.. No doubt at times I doubt her credibility, but so many ppl brag nowadays.. At this tring time we all must press on.. I know that when you do things without your family's support it is really difficult.. And facing negativity from all over... =[[ haix...

Things are messy right now, but i am more afraid for my relative.. WHATEVER u guys may say.. I believe net working can make it big.. See Bill gates, when u spent 200 people's 1 day u get 4800hrs assuming every hr u earn a comission of 1 dollar.. u earn $4800.. THen u can say but the labour no need pay meh.. Let's take a look at mc donalds? the cocacola.. price of one coke 5cents? sell as $1.90 then they earn 185 cents and so we have 3 counter within an hr they can sell let's say 10 cups? 5550cents.. about $55.50 and the 3 people get paid about $4 per hr so $55.50-$12.00=$43.50.. ONE DAY let's say 12 hrs? $522 dollars, 10 days? $5220.. one month? $16K is no issues tat is just coke.. and how many outlets they have worldwide.. talking about MLM, Hey! MC DONALDS IS INTO IT TOO!

So go to hell to those who think it can't make it big.. Have u done it? have you actually stay long enuff to see result.. do u really want to succeed?? It's ur life, I have nv FORCE anyone to buy or come down.. Always went with a mindset to benefit.. So EVEN mummy who nows threaten to terminate my pocket money and even sch fees.. I don't wanna care.. I am determined..

XMAS is coming i am gonna work hard and avoiding the daunting past.. damn it is back.. I'm determined.. you leh.. u wan log cake or pandan cake??

Mr leon

2007-11-15T09:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I HAD A VERY VERY BAD TRAUMA in the night.. should i say 2..

NO.1 during diner after we finish all the food and stuff as mr alvin was talking to xueting.. all of a sudden the cat jumps onto xue ting's seat... i imd pushed my seat behinds and kept my legs up then, Mr wai jun they all notice THE CHANGE, xueting came back and wondered why her seat was taken, apparently as i was staring at the cat and it looking with sympathetic eyes, someone pushed the chair and it jumped off rushing towards me. the next thing was a scream and tears..
,>.<, OKAY! so what if i am afraid of cats.. i din even blog abt the prev time me and joan came back from kumon and I REFUSE to cross the bridge cause there was a cat at the other end.. CATS ARE STUPID SCARY ANIMALS pretending to be innocent..

NO2.
Mr leon and thistle was talking about WISDOM tooth and how bad mr leon's experience was with this girl he always quibbled with and that how that day his face swelled like double the size and then he put on the hoodie and the girl only notice the CHANGE after the first half of the show.. and also not forgetting to demostrate how SCARY THE DENTIST COULD BE! by taking the 2 bottles of nails as the tools.. =S my nightmare began as i dreamt that i had this shaky tooth and was extracted by this very very scary dentist.. SSSSCCCCCCCCCAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYY..

i'mSEVENTEEN.

2007-11-12T09:52:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO..

I am older by one year already... gosh and that stupid ye kai say until like i so so so old liddat... got so old meh.... Ji dan...

anyway...

Thanks for those who messaged me last night...

and those who sent me messages before 12 am thanks too.. .

I WAS APPALLED WHEN I SAW ALAM's MSG!! haha he remembered.. or at least his phone did... haha... oh wells.. that pays off with the cake.. ALAM! I STILL RMB URS! 13 sept the day every muslim started fasting... HAIZ!!! haha...

ALF

2007-11-11T09:50:00.000+08:00

WHERE'S ALF WHERE'S ALF WHERE'S ALF???????

WHERE IS HE WHEN I NEED HIM THE MOST?? WHERE??? I HATE HIM, WHY DID HE LET ME FEEL SO DEPENDENT ON HIM YET LEAVE ME??? WHY??? IT'S BEEN THREE YEARS.. AND HE JUST THROWS ME IN TO THIS DEEP PIT.. DON'T HE KNOWS THAT I AM SUFFERING IN EXCRUITING PAIN... WHY ISN'T HE HERE WHEN I NEED HIM MOST..

IT IS MY BIRTHDAY TMR.. but he is there with abigail.. my darling angel in germany.. I hope you are happy now..

the days we shared the tears we cried, i'll still remember you..

1 day

2007-11-11T00:57:00.000+08:00

I HATE MYSELF!!! i hate my parents... everything is crushing down... why isn't everything working right??? why don't they understand?? WHY WHY WHY????! THE PEOPLE WHO MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WISH I WAS NV BORN are my parents...

I HATE YOU ALL!! a mother that stands at the side with daddy that is domestically violent and demanding and unreasonable, and a sister that simply watches the "show".. Actively adds fire and oil... I FEEL like I AM COMPLETELY OUT OF THIS WORLD!!! out of where i belong...

I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN...

TALENT

2007-11-10T09:37:00.000+08:00

Well.. There is just a few talents i left with....

Cooking...
Crying...
Calling...

What can I do when put them together? Cook up a story and call on the phone crying... Haha... no la...

I just want to do this things really well and put them into good use...

LIKE! Open my own candy shop or dessert shop and then i will cry all the way cause IT IS SO HARD to reach the goal... NOt everyone is born with a sliver spoon...

Facts
Large Capital Needed
Planning
Financial stability
Income
Enviromental Analyse
etc

Ideas
Work
work more
work somemore
Savings

Learning Issues
In context of VEG pte LTD
How to Do my ABC tee up and intro properly?
Breaking bonds?
Closing?
How to close multiple products?
How to approach the cold market?
How to build charisma?

Actions
Stay later in the night to learn presentation
Go for more SA
Study more in sch abt managment skills.

Lalala... I will do some SWOT ANALYSE one day... *CHUs. >.<

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Yesterday was one BAD HAIR DAY!! what did I do with it???? I made it worse... I messed it all up and put on a tiara.. That makes me a havoc princess.. But the whole day i was MAD la.. MK knows it all... LALALALALA.. SA was attached by Blue Rhino's Miao Hua, He was from TP's LRM... lol.. TP is cool.. but too cool alr.. I'm getting bored... Haix.. so is all the "sai gang" aka shitty work from PC.. we are not free labours or bangla... ROCK BAND AND BLASTING FUCKING LOUD AND DISTRUPTIVE MUSIC IS BAD FOR LEARNING AND EARS.. SO WOULD TP SPARE OUR EAR DRUMS!!! ALSO PROVEN IT IS BAD FOR BRAIN.. WE GET DUMMER!!! JUST LIKE THE DRUMMER... LALALA! BB!

PMSing

2007-11-08T22:37:00.000+08:00

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!
For GIRLS to read nia.. unless you can take the gross content..

HAVE YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR WHOLE
UTERUS IS DROPPING DOWN.. LIKE MISCARIAGE??

omg!!!! i'M IN FUCKING PAIN... argh!!! rah rah!!! JI DAN... 4 DAYS... MA??! FOUR DAYS... .. . ARGH... CAI YUN new downline damn rah rah... TALK MORE THAN ME!!! hmph... how is it possible 3 guys talk like 29 people... none stop... tsk tsk.. the moment they come in will stop doing anything cause they so noisy.. RAWRS!!! haha... *NEVER TRY TO PROVOKE A MENSTRATING WOMAN.. went to toilet bo paper... KNS.. and the blood was dripping... and dripping... EEWWWWWWWWWW... =S OK I AM PMSING OK???

don't provoke me... DON'T! RRRRRAHHHHHHHH...

alfie..

2007-11-08T12:25:00.000+08:00

I've always say that breaking up is easy...

You just got to say BREAK and you will BREAK! but then i have never said letting go is easy.. cause it is not...

3 years and i am still trying to let go.. when will i see him once more.. wtf.. he is freaking married.. now with a daughter abi..

but the memories we shared is irreplaceable..
ihavelostmysmiles.~~darling.~~ i'm tired and you are never here like you used to.

I just am shifting all thoughts to WORK WORK WORK and still..

The tears I cried for the past few years.. can feel up a tank.. and i still can't let go...

they say big girls don't cry.. but i am still sixteen.. left 4days..

sidetrack: NETWORK MARKETING may be difficult and challenging, but what's the point with just streching your hands out for money??

Up your service college

2007-11-07T15:15:00.000+08:00

HOw many of u guys have heard of up your service college by ron??

I was just amazed at how interactive and how that the man was just so charismatic...

I mean he looked just like a bald botak ang moh... but he was just very interactive la..

Quite an experience..

planning k-box.. they wan on friday.. so i got 6pm appointment cannot make it.. =[

haix... and then.. i donno.. This week i fighting sales... going 12th nov le ma... MUST FIGHT!

辛苦一点不用尽but the effort must pay off.. It might be difficult I know but I must carve out to prove to those that YES! commission jobs can work.. VEG can work.. and that It will be better cause a monthly pay of at least $532.. freelance.. Quite lucrative right? So now I will work hard.. =D

MAGNATE??

2007-11-04T23:56:00.009+08:00

why i worth only $50,000,000?? sia la.. sound so cheap liddat leh... haha.. anyway, vivian paid me a visit at the office today.. and my day was pretty long.. skip the details.. and also.. I FOUND OUT THAT!!!...I AM BANGLA SENSITIVE.. i took 67 from lot one... I fell asleep all the way.. But once i reached litlle india, my nose began to itch... and i started sneeze.. the moment the got on.. my nose blocked le.. no ouran.. I am quite afraid of the smell.. Not that i am being racist or what but there are some pungent i am afraid.. like durian?? =SSO.. if mr timothy is reading the THING IS.. I will never like indian LURH! haha.. ~~IloveBANGLAs.~~ IamSENSITIVEtoBANGLAs.Yup that's right... WORKING HARD TO SUCEED YANNO!

Tired.. my left eyes swell like shit sia..

2007-11-04T09:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday..

Xy suppose to come down to VEG one then she sick... haix.. Hope she is feeling better now.. But anyways.. Managed to SA my cousin leh qing aka carine down...

As expected it was more on sunshine.. But listening to her story makes me feel sad for her.. Ok if the stories were indeed true I hope she is doing well..

As for me... I will just continue fighting.. Hopefully next month she will buy something from me lor..

In the night was jus a mini gathering under the blocks of eunos where we drank and smoked.. Moral of story NV drink water before drinking.. can only drink after.. haiz.. but the time I reached home.. have to paka with my sis.. first thing to do chiong toilet to bathe.. SEE I RMB EVERYTHInG LA! proven not drunk.. haha.. but anyway i bathe and kept eating sweet.. =D

cruelty

2007-11-03T09:43:00.000+08:00

FACING WITH THE CRUELTY OF THE fucked up WORLD..

As I went to start at VEG, I began to know more.. More about my own's heritage..Just ONE Sales Appointment and... I found out more about my dad's biological mom he refuse to acknowledge even after so many years.. The taboo in the house.. The truth digusts me... The truth that my Dad said after a thunderstorm with me was appalling.. Who has ever told me about the truth? the truth hidden so many years back.. Since when did I know her existence?? a couple of year ago.. But I still doubt her existence.. THey told me she is dead.. THEN, just in the CNY of 2007, my great aunt told me more.. But as I start to see the big picture, I'm getting horrified..

It's only now that I understand the truth is the filthiness in my blood, so much so that I hate myself for living in this world.. That even when my dad and mum scold me, I feel numb.. I will acknowledge it as.. IT ALL LIES IN THE BLOOD! face it.. Till the day they get it, I refuse to becker with them much.. I hate going home.. THe TRUTH DIGUST ME! THE PAST IS DAUNTING.. But this DOES NOT LEAVE MY HOPE FROM DIMINISHING..

I have my dreams and my hopes, I don't care if they get it or not.. Now, even as I think of it, It doesn't matter.. What's in my mind is I want to move out.. The reason is simple, I am leaving this house with three strangers, they are called my family.. But what lies within is just the digusting filthy blood and dna they flows within us.. I WANT A BREAKTHROUGH.. I don't need a father that put me down everyday.. As much as your dad hates you have he used all this quotes before??
"You are a fucking bastard, worst than a beast, even the beast also not like you all like that. Even the dog will still pick up the newspaper.. What can you all do?"
"If I were you I will go up stairs and jump down, you live in this world for what?"
"If you think you so independent move out of the house, the door is always open.. "
"If you can don't touch my things, my bed, the computer, my money, Like I hate my dad, I never use his things at all, I don't even stay in the house.. I move out when I was very young."

Let me just introduce you to some of the *great events that mold me into who I am..
- My sister stole a sum of money many many years ago and refuse to acknowledge it, but how my dad dealt with it? He took the belt and whipped us up, till there was a blood mess all over me that the blood and flesh was just a bloody mess.. I was fucking FIVE THEN.. He whipped us so bad that I ACKNOWLEDGE IT Cause I really couldn't take it anymore.. AND I WAS PUNISHED!! now you all understand why I hate my sis even after so many years.. This was something I can't get over even untill today.. I have never ever heard a sorry from them at all.. I LOATHE THEM!!! Then i tried making my sis pay for it.. I stole money and put it in the wallet and stuff.. BUt that was a utter failure, Cause after since.. IT WAS ALWAYS ME..

- Often their HIGH standards of cleaniness drive me crazy.. Floor w/o dust? Table without books even if you are doing work?? Eversince P6 I have been doing my own laundry.. And eversince then I began my plan of moving out.. Why? I found that I am in my own world.. And that the many times when the standards are not to satisfactory level, He STOPS ALL INCOME, no money for food and stuff and he will throw all our staff into plastic bags and throw them out.. Tear our books and uniform, ask us stop going to school.. Take things and throw at us.. Ever once he took the dustbin and whacked down my head.. I was P5 then.. The next thing I knew.. My world black out and mummy insisted on me going to school with bruises all over and one on my head.. I couldn't stop crying.. The vice-principle wanted to call the police but mummy stop them.. SHE SAID:"It's all my fault.." So what did I do wrong? THat MY VAIN SISTER used the nail polish and threw them all over?

-How many of you have to listen to 2 hours lecture just to get out of the house? Because of that I have grown so defensive as I understand If I KEEP INTERUPTING then what he can say he will forget or I will just stomp out in the end.. I will save about 1.5hrs..

To me my dad had been nothing more then a real jerk.. Just this year my dad drove me to failed sucide attempt of 8 times.. Just wait and see when it comes nearer to my birthday.. things will get worse.. Just in case you don't know, every year I loathe my birthday, But I LOVE the anticipation of what will happen when i celebrate it with my frens.. There's no warmth in here..

Somehow I thinking If I were to be able to leave this fucked up family that treats me worse than the shit, I can do abundant in life..

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I am quite pissed about sunshine though.. ok LET'S JUST ASSUME THEY ARE FINE!! I would consider sunshine as one of the most sucessful MLM around.. I personally feel that MLM is good.. Though I may not like the investment part of suunshine.. But let's face it.. they are making money and also attracting a lot of ppl..

In times of bad press the people at SUNSHINE is still possitive over it.. They FEEL that MAS watching sunshine ENSURES that they wouldn't not get scam.. and ALSO.. THey feel safer..

My interpretation:
Bad press machiam like blacklisted..

EG. I skipped tutorial, tutorial teacher blacklist me.. But I feel save cause teacher watching me mah.. SO that I won get skip.. but the thing is i skipped liao.. Teacher just get more awareness nia ma.. What If I skipped again but nv tio caught? Like go take MC cover up?? Or come out with flawless plan.. like go for tutorial then go "toilet".. teacher mark attendance le ma.. What can teacher do right?? RIGHT??

sadded.. My cousin in Sunshine.. But I am very interested in SUNSHINE YOU KNOW?? like how their sucessful story.. How my cousin ENGLISH SO POWER.. better than mine even though she was brought up in chinese family.. and dropped up early and married at 18.. =Snow 27 with 4 kids..

and why am i pissed? cause some ppl go sunshine take vaccination.. After they go sunshine they ask a lot questions like they assume ALL the trade machiam under one policy and working method NIA! ji dan.. ask a lot of redudant question.. seriously.. I don't like to answer this question cause in the end i will make you feel dumb and stupid i know this very well.. haha..

plans..

2007-11-02T14:10:00.000+08:00

What are you going to do with your life???

Have you hear the thunders roaring? are you afraid to take one step out of your comfort zone cause you are so afraid that the lightening will strike you down??

While i have a place in school, I am wondering, what am i going to do after my diploma and cert. Look for a job?? In the IR?? Hotel?? whatever shit??

DAMN i can't see myself there at all..

Nevertheless VE helps me to hold to my dream..

MOVE OUT OF THE HOUSE by 18.. hey that is in 375days time.. rah!!!

gotta fight..

VE outing..

2007-11-02T02:23:00.000+08:00

Today was VE outing at orchard.. and guess what??

There was this accident in dhoby gaut and the train didn't move for a F*ing long time..

And so later a lot of civil defence came.. what amazed me was that people actually got off the train to gather round to see what happen...

SO DOTZ...

anyway i took a bus from dhoby gaut.. but being a "Kpoh".. i din even know what was going on..

Anyway to cut things short.. It was fun with blue raven.. we had k buffet and we sang and even played pool.. Of course at the smoking room we noticed the "air purifier" of our competitior one sia.. haix..

If anyone has connection to the head head of k box tell me please.. i understand there will be a kbox at pasir ris soon..

Anyway in any case, if anyone looking for high paying jobs call me...

It's so late and i just reached home.. *yawns.. have fun!! while i look for more articles..

VEG pte ltd

2007-10-26T23:41:00.000+08:00

Today i started off with macro with MY LAST SEMESTER TUT cher... OMG, LRM students are so quiet as compared to HTM... We are just a rowdy bunch of people...

and wow today is a long day, after macro it was micro.. and then.. we went for lunch.. Chris was wondering what one of this guy was eating in mensa... As i found the back really familiar, i took a moment to realize it was JOHN! I imd called out JOHN! he turned and said hi.. but my focus wasn't on him.. we were eyeing for the bowl on his hands.. He is obviously in the state of shock and before he even has time to recover from it.. I imd asked, John what are you eating, He stuttered to reply I'm not eatting and looking around, not allowing for him to pause a sec, I went on to probe what was on his hands.. He ans mango ice and chris whacked me real hard.. I said thanks and started "beckering with chris".. haha..

Woo.. kuay chap and mango ice.. haha... u know chris thought kway chup is duck meat?? haha..

Anyway after that I went to the MDIS building there.. which currently is the VEG pte ltd..

hmm... Suppose to be training.. I would say the ppl there is really cool!They are so friendly.. and PIGLET is gloating right now.. she is the center of the attention... and the timothy looks like jay chou... =S haha.. the ppl there are really nice la.. the magnetic field thing is just amazing.. haha..

I LOVE PINK~! haha.. n my PIGLET TOO!!!

My changing point..

2007-10-24T22:44:00.000+08:00

Alfie..

A couple (3) of years ago, there was this girl who was 14, it was the 4th time she visited china black, and that was the last time... She met a guy who was 178cm tall, Chinese, relatively well built, not too fat and not too thin and was friendly... He was 7 years older than her... Very matured... They got to know each other through David...

She was silly, young and naive... They got together after a week... He was always there for her... He taught her many ways of life... He accepted who she was totally... The "her" even others didn't know... He was the advisor when she met with problems from home... His house was her hideout when she left home... Her financial tower, aka ATM when she was down on money... Her chauffeur when she is in need of one... He was her everything... He knew how desperate her family was pressing her... At the 2nd week of relationship, she silted her wrist when her parents pressed her so hard... so hard she could barely breathe... When she met him in his house, he was so angry that he smashed the ice water which was in the clear glass cup on the floor... Picked up the glass and slit it down his wrist... His blood flowed down his hands and reached for the ice to the bits of pieces of glass on the floor... Then reached the water like the cloth in red dye... She broke down and ran towards him, gave him a hug and promised she will never do it again...

In the tranquility, he would play the guitar for her, when she cries; his shoulder will always be there... Soon, it was a month, he bought her a bouquet of flowers as presents... 20 pink roses... and one was fake... He said: "...21 meant that I love you most... You know I will love you forever... Even till the last rose wither... You know I am real... “She was so touched she cried again... She passes her the strawberry tarts she made... It was hard like the table but he finished it all still... From that day she vowed to be the best pastier for him... All of a sudden, he surprised her by picking her up from school one Thursday afternoon, he drove her to his place again and this time he bought a set of clothes ready at his house, she changed it to meet his parents, and she was appalled that day.. They were pretty charismatic and friendly... That night, she felt like she was a princess that day, and she finally comprehended what family was, that it was not about shouting and screaming at each other, it was something more than that, it was more than lectures, she heard them scold him, but those harsh words sound like sweet whispers.. She felt something she never had felt at home... It was just amazing how his family was like... Going back to his room and looking at his baby photos and laughing at how chubby he was a pleasure... Even when she went too far, a kiss appeased his anger...

That night she returned home very late, 1am in the morning, her parents slapped her hard cold, she can never forget, but anger and hatred rise in her, the warmth she saw in his family as to a contrast to her family... It was just the ends of the universe... He always comforted her, that his family can always be mine and not to be too upset and always wonder why the world is so unfair... She always asked him questions that bewildered him but he answered all even if it was senseless... Like she once asked, why is the skies blue and not pink?? He answered, it is because god wanted to paint a perfect portrait of you and me in the blue skies, if it was pink then it will be me alone, cause we won't be able see you... She smiled and leaned on his shoulder as the cool breeze gently induces her tears… She was touched, but held her tears...

2 weeks later, one and a half month have passed, they sat at the balcony of his condo, and they were looking at the stars and the moon… She was so engrossed in figuring out which were the stars and which were the satellites, she had no idea what was installed for her… As they sat on the swing he asked her if she wanted the stars in the skies, she smiled and laughed at him… She said: “Don’t be silly dear; the sky is too high for you to reach… You won’t be able to get me one…” He picked up the clear glass cup and put it in front on the star… She saw the star shone brightly in the cup; she was in awed and amazed by what he did… He said: “If the star was what you wanted I would do all to get you one, even if I have to try all my means to get you one… But Sweetie don’t you think that the stars look better in the skies? Let’s put it back...” She looked at the skies and he slipped in a necklace, a star necklace… “Now look at this…” he said. She looked in the cup and saw the necklace. She was so happy that she was speechless. She felt like even if her breathe was taken away that moment, she will live her life with no regrets… He put on the necklace for her and said: “When you are all alone in the night, take a look at the necklace and it is as good as seeing me…” She just gave him a kiss and a hug... There was nothing that she could have done… Just then he said, when you look at the stars, the moon, remember that I am at the other side of the earth looking at the same moon the same stars…

“The other side of the earth??” she was stunned… How could this be a dream yet so real… She must be out of his mind… What is he saying?? Her tears could not stop flowing; it was like a tap that cannot be turned off… She just kept wailing and he just calmed her down… When she finally let her tears run dry, he broke to her gently that he was leaving to Germany to work and had to leave in two weeks time, in fact when I went to his study every was already in boxes… All the books were gone... When she left his house, she looked at the house and saw the bouquet of dried flowers withered all but one… She knew that she had to be brave, she kissed him goodbye at the car park behind her house and said: “I will be good don’t worry…”

On that day he left for Germany, she felt that the last rose had withered, my world had come crumbling, and her hearts broke like the glasses he threw on the floor... All of sudden she was thrown into the spinning world all alone, She could only see one color in the rainbow up the skies, everything was black and white… She didn’t think she had the strength to let it go but she had to… However, he managed to settle down just in one week, he frequently msn her, but the time difference was a major hurdle, the telephone bills… All good things got to come to an end, just in one month; they broke up and decided to go on their separate ways… She just wished that she was never brought into this… He would send things over to his parent’s house and she would collect… Even after they broke up, but things didn’t last for long either in half a year, they lost contact…

SWEETIE AND ALFIE IS OFFICIALLY OVER!!

2007 May
Just a week before 21st May, Mr David told her that he was leaving for Germany, by then she have gotten over Alfie except for all the sweet memories they had… She asked him why he was leaving for Germany.
David : “Oh, didn’t you know Alfredo (his nickname) is getting married with a girl he knew from the local pub.”
Girl: “He is?? He didn’t even tell me or invite me…”
David: “He didn’t? Oh well, that girl is pregnant, 3 months. =S”
Girl: “Oh what ever, I don’t give a damn la… Tell that guy I am pissed with him, never tell me and never pay for my air tickets and never invite me… WAH LAO EH… I VERY ANGRY!!! ”
David: “Ok. Or would you rather I pack you into my luggage, we go Germany gai gai?”
Girl: “Don’t want la… You think I like you so so so so slack?? I need to study…”
David: “Then don’t complain.”
Girl: “Whatever just tell him best wishes from me.. BYE!!”

October 19, 2007
His daughter is born; she is named Abigail, by her Godmother, her… Cause she demanded, moreover Alf didn’t mind... Anyway I WILL GET TO SEE HER THE NEXT AUG!!! WHEE!!! Just in case you still don’t know who is her, the girl and whoever it is me la... and he is ALF!! Xmas coming le... He will be busy with Santa… HOHOHO!! Alfie I had been good all year… And stop asking why I am still not attached when I got people jio... The answer is simple... From past experience there is no one who let me feel as secured as him, as blissful as Alf had... Just as simple as it is… 26th coming it will be a full moon…

first week

2007-10-24T19:42:00.000+08:00

First week of sch started...

and i am very busy with school, work, pc, cds...

RAWR!!

NO TIME NO TIME!!! and I want to kill myself badly... I am like so so so stressed...

ARGH!!!!

buy a yellow ribbon give them a second chance.. ABEL STOP COMPLAINING..

BTW i am in innovation principle and pratice.. with only 4 lvl 1... Cries... and As many would have know my comm skill have only 4 ppl.. extra workload..

I wan to cry badly.. I want to scream badly.. XY see when free we go reservoir scream..

frowns..

2007-10-20T18:51:00.000+08:00

Hey..

Went for audition for the NP final year project and guess what?? i saw lois.. the scythia, TPSU mc.. and well..

I doubt if i was going to get a role but at least it was an experience.. and wow.. I din manage to cry.. hmm..

anyway... I figured out, it's ok if u don have a guy coz dogs are more loyal.. BUt here is a problem my sis is AFRAID AND IS VERY AFRAID OF DOGS.. mommy has a sensitive nose.. hmm.. .

LALA.. i will get a yorkshire or silky when i grow up man.. em.. and i will name it jody.. if it is a guy.. and if it is a bitch.. emm.. sweetie.. hahaha..

oh wow.. but that will depend on where i stay and my pay.. well as for now i already have plans of moving out.. Prob, next year or the year after next..

Who cares about the darn age... I am drown in my own sorrows everyday..

ANYWAY.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGIE..(my sis) I HOPE u won get busted by another guy.. and fall for someone who likes u too.. BB..

BYE BYE RING RING
I changed my track again.. This time to daughtry's song.. Altogether I have changed 3 tracks..
For People who generally like the tracks, here are the history..
1. Tank - Guardian Angel
(changed cause alam complain.. Chinese, discriminting those who don understand
2. Guy Sebastian - Angels Brought Me Here
(Barbara like this song.. hee hee.. )
3. Daughtry - Over You
Hey.. It's my bye bye ring ring I can't hear it unless I call my own phone.. BUT that is going to change.. I've tried.. I set it as my ringtone too.. when u call me, I will hear it at the same track and timing.. not a sec late.. cool isn't it??

Lyrics Time..
Chris Daughtry - Over You
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,

I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

homosexuality..

2007-10-19T19:08:00.000+08:00

Let me tell u a fun fact, did you know that the New Urban Male boss is a gay and half of the staff are gay too? They even have this church that totally accept their "this attraction of the same gender"..

I have nothing against homosexuality, after all i am out from a girl's school..

However for those TOTALLY AGAINST AND NEED AN OUTLET.. here it is a petition to the Prime MInister to keep SECTION 377A, PENAL CODE..

Well I seriously think if u are afraid of ur kids being a homo, don send them to girls' sch.. there is also a POSSIBILITY of them being homophobic or homosexual.. And according to one of my sch mate, she became homosexual due to peer pressure.. I am not sure where you stand or what you say.. BUt here it is, THE LINK

JONT must pissed at me coz when he sent me the link I TOTALLY thought that it was a virus... and so i started asking is it a virus??? he said no.. really.. check out the web.. and me thinking that it was a auto msg asked.. U SURE?? what's ur name.. haha.. BTW i rebooted my comp like 13 times cause of stupid viruses.. tadaaa...Me now very afraid k...

ep 9

2007-10-19T18:57:00.000+08:00

Episode 9 of tcp is out do support..

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

pissed off..

2007-10-18T17:44:00.001+08:00

OOOH recently have been seeing that kuku yong liang like everywhere.. .

but luckily he reminded me that it is han's birthday.. if not.. =S

On the other hand I have an important issue I wanted to share long long long time ago... If you want to say bad things and gossip, please don't do it in front of me.. For example, If you say my friend like leaf like that, don't say in front of me la..

Seldom happens but usually happen in PC, unless you are sure that i don't like the person, then say.. If I know them and generally are in good relations in them, don't... I get very pissed about it.. Even though I may agree with the statement I still don't like it, and let's say,you say already and i didn't say anything, THEN stop.. don't ask me to participate, If that was to happen i would prob say what alam says: everyone is different, learn to accept the differences.. ya... so from now on SHUDDUP la.. don badmouth behind their back.. =S

and if ppl find out at least have the courtesy to apologise.. I admit I am one of those 38 around, but i am learning to accept other's difference too ok???

Learn to accept mine too.. =]

anyway I got my whole set of pink cigarette kit: case and lighter..
don bother for birthday..

dum dum..

2007-10-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

me as of today.. =] happy and alive kicking..
Today i wear like going sentosa when it is raining cats and dogs..

TODAY HAD CELL OUTING!!
and worked at kumon.. OOOFF.. whoo... cell outing was fun even though i spent half the time waiting and half the time in settlers... haha..

KUMON.. as u can see once and again.. BARB the messy girl.. haha.. and she is getting flirty with so many seduction from the mei meis there.. esp, chloe and val..

new WALLPAPER.. baby mickey n minnie.. goes well with my screen saver..

BLAH!!! for those dumb dumb who think i am attached... HHHHHEEEEEELLLLLL NNNNNNOOOO..

I'm not LURHH!! me n ron are just good buddy jus like me n XY.. gettit?? DUMB DUMB.. so KUKU... so continue asking me OUT!!! haha... and as for those who asked me out today.. OMG SO SORRY! me had to work.. another day.. GOSH!! i love attentions..

TALKING ABOUT ATTENTION!!
When we were going home today i saw GAIA(one of the very few malay kids in kumon who had the same pronounciation as uncle gaia/jaia the soundman in the control room).. he was on his way home from soccer.. HE WAVED TO ME.. =D and the other day on sat.. CALEB TALKED TO ME.. he is both mine and barb's little hercules... haha.. I mean most kids DON KNOW their teacher after classes usually, they won't talk with u one.. THEY REALLY MADE A DIFF, kinda remind me of the days in maris stella and why i teach.. WHEE.. =D

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out with piggie..nd i

2007-10-15T11:10:00.000+08:00

AFTER SO SO SO LONG...

finally ron is back from NS again.. private goh is no longer in tekong and is in NAVY... =S

hmm...

nevertheless that kuku made me wait so long for him....

I jus noticed i sleep later in hol's then in sch..

haha..

and sat, all of sudden ron, tcp wanted dui xi, ernie wanted scythia outing, i wanted to work.. =S

then in the end chose only 2 coz being sick i don wan to overwork myself.. faints..

anyway watched woodcock, it was hilarious.. and funny.. haha..

I HAVE UPDATED MY WISHLIST
here is what u can get from cine.. erm.. the prices... from 70cents to 189dollars.. =S
no.1
BABYTAZ

$189/- MINItoons

no.2 this pinky!

forgot the price.. =s PANDORA'Sbox

no.3 BLUSHER

less than $20 DODOcollection at the basement of cine (korean shop)

no.3
Piggie Notebook

$5.30 the korean shop(basement)

no.4
the marshamallow notebook

$5.30 the korean shop(basement)

no.5
candy eraser
70cents the korean shop (basement)

no.8
You!!!

Priceless.. to fill up the seat and to accompany me on my birthday.. reservation needed..

NIcotine WITHDRAWAL

2007-10-14T09:38:00.000+08:00

NICOTINE WITHDRAWAL IS KILLING ME!!!

cold shivers.. runny nose... restlessness.. easily irritable.. .

somehow i think dumber as well...

nvm ignore me..

anyway... browse around and support the sponsor.. indirectly u are getting for me my birthday present.. whee.. I LOVE ADVERTLET!! woo hoo.. OH do ur part for charity click on the charity one k??? candy will love u more then.. =D

I grew to be more clever in just a few days..

2007-10-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

I TOOK THE TEST AGAIN NOW IT IS!!!

But i made me feel even more dumb dumb..

A letter to GOD..

2007-10-09T10:55:00.000+08:00

DEAR GOD,

If you exist can you enlighten me? Why is it that ppl have diff backgrounds, I thought you said that every one is like your daughter and son, and that you love everyone equally, in fact you love them so much you sent your son to die for us.. BUt why lord, why is everyone from diff bg... Both my parents come from domestic violent and broken families, is it why we suffer the same thing too, My grandparents deprived them of money, is that what is happening to us too???

Why is it I can't grow up just like other people, I don't wish to be a spoilt brat that demand for more money but who is covering my necessities? From primary sch, I have to trouble about my own pocket money, and keeping up to their standards so i won get thrash by them, but god u know how diff it is, and gotta work and study in sec?? EVEN UNTIL NOW.. I din wan to take HTM! but he said if i didn't take it he wldn't fund me.... But now that i can't cope with it, who is gonna help me dealt with it...

I don't know how to survive, the stress level i am dealting with is killing me... the laptop repairs fees and the bills, God i am only sixteen going to seventeen!!! I'm really tired after these year, I am just amazed how many years i have pulled through and remembering the times when i really gave up, attemping sucide, I just din understand why you din take me away.. Serena asked question before:"Do you think it more terrible to kill a baby or to bring it to misery??" To me bringing it to misery.. I HATE LIFE.. God can you just bring me through or cut it out right away.. THE TRIAL ARE KILLING ME!!! I REALLY HATE HOW WE SCREAM AND SHOUT AT EACH OTHER there is no such thing called as family or home, it is merely a shell called house.. GOD I REALLY WANT TO GIVE UP!!! I hate how i wake up in the middle of the night in cold shivers, the past is taunting up the walls...

I really want to pull the trigger you know? AND STOP ASKING ME TO STOP SMOKE AND DO ALL THE STUFF I DO!!! U DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH~!!

It's PICTURE TIME!

2007-10-09T05:07:00.000+08:00

HERE ARE THE PICS!!! WAHAHAHA!!!

See little desiree so so so so cute hor... and the mei mei next door.. look 2 entries down... don be lazy!!!!!

HAVE YOU BEEN WATCHING TCP??? Are you envious that others are finally having an opportunity to showcase their interest and talent?? Do you want to be part of it??? Are you putting on a facade to cover your hidden talent? Now, this is a time to let the talent within you to unleash...

AUDITIONS FOR THE CHANGING POINT SEASON 2.
DATE: 17th NOVEMBER 2007 (SATURDAY)
VENUE: REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC
TIME: 10AM TO 4PM.

Remember no one will know who you are if you never show who you can be.. You never know if you never try.. This one attempt maybe a changing point for you, for me and the millions of ppl surfing the net and watching TCP... I hope to see you there.. Untill then CYA!
Do take note that you are required to send in your name, contact number, 2 photos and email to thechangingpoint@yahoo.com . Thank You.

CHEESECAKE CAFE~!

2007-10-08T08:49:00.000+08:00

OOH... Yesterday went with Joan and her family to celebrate her brother's birthday at cheesecake cafe...

OMG!!!! The cheesecake there is real good considering that the texture is really smooth, that kind you put into your mouth and it really melts... The cheese flavour was rich and the blueberry did not cover the taste as both were strong but if you ate the
chocolate one it is even richer...

The vintage 1995 merlot though had a blend of grape variety was pretty ok, considering it was from spain and like duh there was the oak taste like totally, cause the cork was a lousy cork, and the wine got some parts of the cork in it? So they just let it sits and picked it up.. But i still had some of them in my cup.. And 2 cups was enough, nothing more.. could feel my heart by then, Like what mr chia say, we should know ourselves and not drink excessively and do what we normally wouldn't do.. =] BUT LITTLE DESIREE[the brother's daughter] wanted more after 2 sip, and she went high after that... haha...

The wing was sizzling hot, most of the times, the wing is salty or spicy but this is SWEET, with the tinche of pepper, and also the salad sauce.. Not BAd!!! haha...

OOH OOH and after that we felt the baby in desiree's mummy kicking, BTW she is having TWINS!!! haha.. That was LIKE WOW!!! haha.. it's just amazing how god creation maybe... and desiree was having fun with the other mei mei next to us, playing with her and that toddler just want to bite my phone... =[ and desiree took away and snapped pics of her!!! haha..

It was fun YEsterday, BAd pics quality will be uploaded soon!

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我真的希望我的白马王子快点出现，随然不喜欢那一种，看不到而感到失落，或是分手的那一杀那，但我也不喜欢看到人家双双对对，甜蜜和幸福的样子。。嗨！但一切只能顺其自然啦。。
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http://www.arcadegamecentral.com/Reflexive/cat/all

All the games from here can use the keygen, and in the list it includes your cakemania 2 as well, as to how to use the thing,

1. You need to install the game through this web.
2. After installation launch game
3. Launch Keygen
4. Click Register, they will give you a code
5. Copy & paste the code to the keygen.
6. Generate the code
7. Copy & paste generated code
8. Done

http://rapidshare.com/files/61023701/eclctycg.exe.html

I am exceptionally gifted..

2007-10-07T17:24:00.000+08:00

Your IQ is 107 your rating is Exceptionally Gifted. OOH!!! that means I am smart but not that smart but still smart even though many people are smarter thus don't think i am smart but still they say i am smart so who gives a damn if i am smart or not smart cause it doesn't matter much if i am smart or not smart after all i failed my macro and i have to retake so how smart can i be... SMART? not SMART.. ok not that smarty smart smart..

TP ARTS FEST

2007-10-05T10:46:00.000+08:00

HEY DARLINGS I AM BACK!!! WHEE.. .

Yesterday went for the meeting for the art fest... as usual I was the only one on time.. Somehow I have really grown tired waiting for people..

Well to sum it up, I thought Fayanne's meeting was bad, cause it is usually long, but at least it is entertaining and the PC members will joke around, but Sunny's was DRY and well, can see he is EXCITED AND ANTICIPATED, but i felt, CONSTIPATED?? Like, want to go out of the room but can't, get the feeling..

As we are compared to RP, which I am quite familiar, used to visit there frequently and soon will on the 17th NOV! I feel, hey may be RP isn't that bad after all, I mean the structure, rather than the smelly toilets and the air cons off on weekends and the relatively a lot of GRASS, TREES and PLANTS, a bit too over? I kinda like the whole building though. Maybe there might be a bigger RP, look at the jungle behind them, after all Lee Hsien Long is somehow connected with them, can get more funds, taking a look at TP, the building built in the 90s, yawns, we are ALMOST 2 DECADES old. Look at the unair-conditioned walkways, moldy fountains. Limited facilities and classroom, just LOOK AT BUSINESS WE HAVE OVERFLOWED to container classrooms and the engine schools.. So WT..

Never mind back to the main topic ART FEST, I just realize how GPA and clearing of ALL sub is so important, MY NEW RESOLUTION: GPA OF AT LEAST 2.1? hahaha.. 2 is too common, aim a little higher.. =]

Anyway, yesterday night was a dough nutty day.. mom brought back 3 boxes of assorted donut from munchy donut, MOMMY says that the donut factory and munchy is affiliated they use the same dough, well, I like the silly-mon, oreo, strawberry yogurt with fruity flavours! I love the Strawberry one, whipped cream filling piped into the dough with canned peach inside and yummy, strawberry topping, I love it. It is peach in every bite. *Rubs tummy with satisfaction, but then the calories.. hmm..

SPECIAL POST
[*counting down to that one very special day where it is reaching.. 37 days..]
*MUACKS! i love suprises... <3>

WISHLIST
~*Pink Lighter (Plaza Sing:I'll stop smoking when you stop being a bitch)
~* Baby Taz Collection
~* New bag
~* New shoes
~* Don't buy me sweets and candies le la.. =[
~* Tutorials for macro econ
~* Good GPA!!!

~* I FUCKING WAN A NEW FAMILY!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

TCP SEASON TWO!

2007-10-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

HAVE YOU BEEN WATCHING TCP??? Are you envious that others are finally having an opportunity to showcase their interest and talent?? Do you want to be part of it??? Are you putting on a facade to cover your hidden talent? Now, this is a time to let the talent within you to unleash...

AUDITIONS FOR THE CHANGING POINT SEASON 2.
DATE: 17th NOVEMBER 2007 (SATURDAY)
VENUE: REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC
TIME: 10AM TO 4PM.

Remember no one will know who you are if you never show who you can be.. You never know if you never try.. This one attempt maybe a changing point for you, for me and the millions of ppl surfing the net and watching TCP... I hope to see you then.. Untill then CYA!

PC sub comm

2007-10-01T12:29:00.000+08:00

Sentosa Scythia Outing left me sorched and burnt..
WHEE!!! i just recieved 25 emails of which 3 were spams, 3 from hp and 2 from wan others from many other 6 of which were petition others chain mails.. .
The two from wan, one on tprawks.. one on subcomm..

It says :

Hey Guys,

How are you? How's your holidays coming along? How's your results?

Anyway I'll get straight to the point.

Congratulations!!

You guys have been nominated by us, the team leaders, to be PC's sub-comms. We feel that you have the qualities to be a sub-comm. You may have questions regarding this but all will be answered. Do not worry. :)

There'll be an interview next monday, 8 October 07 in the afternoon most probably around 2pm onwards at 1 of the meeting rooms at SDC building level 3 (the place where we interviewed you when you guys sign up for PC). I'll confirm this again.

So, can you confirm with me your attendance for the interview?

Some of your friends we feel are also capable but we forgot their names.
- Wei Yang: can forward this mail to your friend who always wear the snowcap?(chin sheng aka beanie!! haha.. whee how can they forget the names?)
- Daryl: can forward this mail to your friend, the Malay girl always with you?(sharina.. the spects one.. )

Well, I think that's about it.

If you have any enquiries, you can email me at this email account or can msg/call me at ***(I prefer msg because I'm always working and do not have time to answer).

I'll hear from you guys soon.

Cheers
Wan
Production Crew

It doesn't say what if we don't want to be in there, so I just replied I not going.. coz I don wan to be in sub comm...

Why the reason is simple, I have done abt 8 to 9 shows already, Would it be fair if i continue doing more shows and depriving others of chance?? Moreover PPL will be likeIi am so not happy cause none of my gang ppl have been called down.. AND sem 2 is coming i donno how am i going to dealt and cope with it without my macro results out... HMM.. damn.. what if i fail??

hmm...

Well, Being a sub comm will mean more responsibility and more power..Moreover there is how many girls in the list man?? Kinda expected Lin is in the list too.. So who else, Sharina! the spects one, samantha and a few others.. what i feel, some i look at the list donno who the hell are they at all.. emm.. and then the 4 wai they all, only douglas not in, maybe he in but another email.. I donno.. Another issue of politics again? Biasedness? Just don wan to get involve.. So let the ppl who wants to be in there be in there..

And on mooncake fest they said fayanne is my fren/ my soul mate... it is just.. =.= BLIND.. haha.. but not taking that seriously so you shouldn't either! hahaha..

The above messages are typed when this woman in front of the comp is in PMS and venting her thoughts and frustration cause her sis refuse to collect her Pay from yandao from her school cause it is $20 dollars only.. And she cannot stop ranting and blabbering about it and is completely out of her mind and wants to runaway from everything, and cause she message a thousand ppl and they didn't reply and the interviews trips were futile and she wasted money on them and the fujitsu ppl wanted to charge her $80 on her service charge even as it was on warranty and the whole laptop cause of the screw and the bottom part holding the screw broke she gotta spent $185 replacing it cause the case already cost $150 and the gst is 7%.. it s like so WTH and warranty doesn't cover it cause it is a physical damage.. And the hp desktop wouldn't play any noise cause her driver cannot be install as it is vista and not XP compaitable and is relatively new considering u type in Compaq Presario SR5175 Cf and u cannot find much info on the net abt it! Ans she is utterly annoyed that the macro results are not out yet and she gotta spend so much money without income and has no income cause no one wants to employ her and that she is spending her time here and wasting half her life pms-ing.. Cause every month 1 week before the mens she will PMS(pre) and after that 1 week on PMsing again (Post) and then that covers half the month and throughout the year it will be 6 months, so half her life PMSING!!! argh...

anyway the pic will be up there and then OH YA TP RAWKS!!!as the SL or PC leh?? PC LA! then u can have all the breaks u want.. no one cares and who says i am ethu?? ?i donno i lost my enthu to PMS!!

I AM REALLY FRUSTRATED AND ANNOYED!!!!!!! RAWRS!

Alam says that everyone is different in their own ways, we should accept that but somethings are just unacceptable..

MID-AUTUMN FEST!

2007-09-26T09:30:00.000+08:00

ok i will upload a whole series of photos.. but i will make a collage then.. =]

i'll start with the day before ytd..

emm.. Went to work with barbara at Kumon... haha.. but before i actually met that 40 year old ah beng michael at bedok interchange.. shock sia... i was thinking how come barb so fast de... =.= and then borrowed lighter.. I am desperately in need of a lighter can?? If you will be so nice please get me a pink working lighter.. something i press once to get the sparks burning rather than.. 15 times.. =] it was fun la.. KUMON GOTS LOTS OF SACIAN! SHLD I SAY PRETTY TOO?? haha... emm.. most from tp also.. hee hee.. anyway what happens is that the stupid barbara go there see mei mei..

haha and eileen barbara says you are her da yi ma!!!! whee...

YESTERDAY
WHEE!!!

In the morning went to help out at XY's mummy store.. pluck veg.. yawns..

and at night went to school for autumn fest.. then was suppose to meet kor kor.. saw him awhile then i stayed ard pc le.. well.. I SHLD HAVE WENT FOR THE CAMP MAN!!! argh.. haha.. but still it was fun still, i think i will experience more fun in PC cause those idiots, they never fail to disturb and entertain me.. whee... i just pc guys are the only one that don make me exactly even when they disturb me.. well alam got it.. he was right that i am always hyper in shows and emo when i am off show.. haha.. tt's the way things are for me!! =D
PHOTOS: click here.view mid autumn album

hmm which finger??

2007-09-24T00:19:00.000+08:00

I will update a decent post real soon with pictures..

let me share with you my dilemma..

My childhood friend and I have gotten a pair of friendship ring... to celebrate the 11th year of frenship..

The problem which hand??? They say according to westerner, both the bride and groom on left hand, for the chinese, the bride on the right and the groom on the left??

so i wear either side ppl also think i attached la.. GUys best.. all left..

why so not fair de???

tsk...

Makan

2007-09-21T11:00:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! I want to save big bucks and I want to visit these places...

I mean if you want to treat me I don't mind.. ^^

W Wine Bar Pte Ltd
11 Club Street
069405
Opening Hours: Mon-Sat: 5pm-2am
Tel: 6223 3886

It is a low-slung lounges and comfortable seats arranged in neat groups to make it easy for a group to enjoy a bottle and have a little comfortable company and relaxed revelry. Best of all it is bubbled themed. emm... my 18 birthday planned..

The Vibe
Hotel Meritus Negara Singapore
10 Claymore Road 229540
Opening Hours:Mon-Sun: 6am-11pm
Tel: 6831 6686

Description
Newly renovated and situated at the Meritus Negara, Vibe is a fresh new concept at this hotel. It sports a sleek, elegant interior with moving "Plasma Screen" paintings, and a churrasaco style dinner buffet. Bring an appetite.

It is a buffet. I would have gone there long long time ago if it wasn't $42+++ per meal. But since it is buffet, erm, sounds like a great deal i mean take a look at this.

The Vibe has a bit of everything for food lovers. Their buffet spread includes 7 separate sections:

1. Raw seafood section, which has among others:

a. salmon roe sushi,
b. salmon sashimi,
c. cold prawns,
d. mussles
e.oysters

2. Salad section, which has among other things:

a. european style fresh salad,
b. raw tuna mix,
c. a huge sauce, dressing and olive oil selection for salad lovers
d. potato salad

3. Cheese section, which has among others:

a. cheese selection
b. raw gourmet ham

4. Cooked food section, which has among other things:

a. pineapple rice
b. specially cooked pasta
c. vegetables and meat dishes for the diner's choice

5. Fresh fruits section, which has:

a. your garden variety fruits,
b. a chocolate fountain and fondue-style layout for chocolate lovers

6. a dessert section, which has:

a. bobo cha cha, tang yuan, or red bean soup (depends on the day of dining)
b. a selection of cheese cakes
c. tiramisu
d. cup-styled pastries with blueberry, chocolate, coffee and strawberry-flavoured yummies

7. The churrascaria-style skewered meat which among others:

a. sausages,
b. bacon wrapped tenderloinsm (specialty)
c. bacon wrapped chicken,
d. grilled chicken,
e. pork chops (specialty)
f. char siew (specialty)
g. Lamp shank
h. beef topside
i. grilled beef,
j. fish
k. cinnammon-dipped pineapples (specialty)
l. chicken heart
m. pork ribs
g. barbaqued prawns

All their sections had their merits, and their meat was simply fabulous and in some cases, unique (think cinnammon-dipped pineapples).

Hyang To Gol Amara Hotel
Amara Hotel Singapore
162 Tanjong Pagar Road 088539
Opening Hours:
Mon-Sun & PH: 1130am-3pm, 6pm-1030pm
Tel: 6879 2555

BASICALLY KOREAN!! have been craving for it.. It is definitely better than the korean food at food junction or even food republic.. yanno?? I HAVE BEEN CRAVING FOR KOREAN FOOD...

With just three restaurants, you must have been awed too right?? F&B now you got motivation. =] If I can't cook I will eat, have been smelling jams lately... *sneeze

who knows i might be the next food critic.. hmm.. but nah.. i grow fat too easily.. EH!! but if you offer to bring me to this places I REALLY DON'T MIND LEH! And if you invite me to write critics for you.. I AM MORE THAN WILLING, sample food also can.. eat until i die i also don't mind.. At most next time i become piggy nia.. wakekeke..

take a break..

2007-09-16T18:58:00.000+08:00

OMG!! CHEN-I baby the new MV!!!! ahh!!!!
hopefully he will come to sg... and best of all hold campus concert in TP!!

Next sem is a time to focus on my academic and less on PC...

I failed one sub this sem.. gosh and... gpa 1.5.. T.T pathetic...

wow my emails.. are flooded...

as for the pc shirt.. i'll just keep it and i can't be bothered to return le... moreover i have already done enough show.. Zhang dong liang's campus concert is already the 8th show.. and and after that erm.. one more.. hmm.. more than enough... and it is time to take a break.. Time to give OTHER PPL A CHANCE... i know some ppl haven even done a show..

time to work.. earn money... do facial... and earn BACK MY COMPLEXION!!! and soon i will not be 16 le and jj's 19th birthday comin.. time to get her a decent present... TCP recording have also come to an end... Honeymoon's over~! hardwork now!!! JY JY!!!

TMR RP is SCHOOL REOPENIN!!! all the republicans like susu, joy, jie jie, sean, yyann. shiqi. kai le and etc.... JIAYOU!!! wahaha

health deteoriating..

2007-09-14T08:25:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the begginning of the fasting month.. and from the very morning i began puking.. PPl muslim then fast, i have no choice but din eat as well...

it was just lying in bed with fever and not eating anything at all, cause when you eat you puke, you drink also the same... It was just a nasty day with horrendous experience...

it was so bad i felt like i have been stabbed 1093 times in my tummy and it was just erupting.. I couldn't even feel my hands, it was just horrible.. Gosh.. and today there is poly forum and i will go buy alam's cake and see the doctor now. .

FINALLY SEEING THE DOCTOR.. and he is going to nag nag nag nag!

HEY BABES!

2007-09-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

GOSH...

first things first...

<3 candii.... *Showers loves from tangguo in genting...

OMG i using the lan here... $10/40mins.. so ex.. and the spacebar... KNS... not working properly...

COLD COLD COLD!! will update when i return...

AT GENTING GOING KL TMR!! gosh... finally.. i drank my machiatto.. but coffee make ur bladder go hay wire.. gosh... I miss TCP, PC, 1H04, frends.. darlings... GOSH!! PPL I MISS U!!

anyway... at this trip i finally understand... i will die w/o my sis...

on sat i had filming.. and sis was alr packing then, she brought the tooth paste, the shampoo, the shower foam, the essential basically.. all i had to do was bring my clothes and tooth brush.. ain't my sis sweet... haha i know u wish u had a sis like mine!!!! i think i am battling the keyboard here.. it is cold n i think the button/keys are frozen... so are my fingers... grrr..... faints!!!!

update soon.... hmm....

misses....

oh ya genting is so boring.. iwanted to buy my eyeshadow frm bum city ytd.. but when i went down to bum city today it was closed for major renovation... WTH!!! argh... hmm... have been slpin alot but still eyebags n dark circle!!!

anyway after filming, my leg hurts till now.. gosh...

bb

2007-09-09T05:25:00.001+08:00

bb ppl.. i leaving my hse like now??? erm.. ok a few more mins... gosh.. i am going to miss u guys man....

oh btw i just notice within this year, i got at least ten diff looks.. will do a collage soon.. no wonder my gl say i look different everyday... whee!!

bb have a fun time in .sg my i torture myself in genting again!!! FAINTS..

TCP EPISODE 9

2007-09-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

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THE CHANGING POINT @ YEW TEE
Today is a very DANGEROUS day, we went to yew tee at 10am and then the lao da was late and then today is a special scene cause for the first time the sub-crew will appear as one of the scene focus. So we had a couple more close up and a couple of the lines then the usual. We started with the gathering scene and then at 11am the er mei society came… Then they went recording and then all of sudden got this 3 kids living in the block 640, 7th floor the only apartment with the Singapore flag. GOSH they were throwing the ice creams sticks and the things just got heavier and bigger… all the way to throwing of toy cars... Anyway that was not the worse; people throw down water bomb and almost kena the camera... Yew tee ppl are just so unfriendly… After the filming that we managed to cleared within the time we break for lunch and came to bugis where Brian and Elias is there waiting and we were filming the part at an alley near LaSalle there.. And we kena harassed by this woman that is spreading her religion... Hello Singapore is a democratic society ok? We have our own rights... She was just getting on our nerves. Feel like... ARGH!!!! Then in the evening we went to makan, then we went HOME!!! ok now time to pack luggage.. BYE BYE!!!

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人生如戏，戏如人生。感叹人生苦短，在这漫长的生涯里，我们度过了岁岁月月，学了很多宝贵的课，也在这儿当中，失去了原有的天真无邪。现在的我们还知道自己是谁吗？在这么竞争的社会里，我们要怎么学会这独立和生存？父母给的，父母盼望的？无意中也给了我们很多压力，但他们并不知道。甚至学校里的老师和朋友，无形中，我们变成了只为了成绩而生存，为课业拼命的。失去原有的自己，放弃自己想要得，变成父母期盼的，社会期待的，这就是我们的生活吗？父母常常说: “你还小，你知道你要什么吗？最好听我们说的，准没错。”是吗？就连我们的小小的梦想也被吹毁了。在这个‘pretend’的世界里，你敢拿下你的面具吗？ Argh... why am i posting this... I guess it is because, 我已经迷失自己了，我没有办法辩解, I used to smile always whether I am happy, sad, when anyone said anything to me… but nowadays I will sulk and pout, be sarcastic and stuff… I just want to be like how I used to be… But then, which is then the real me or are they one of the façade I put on??

The Changing Point Episode 6&7

2007-09-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

Episode 6&7

Episode 7 is out... and so The changing point is coming to an end... It all started with watching a few video, then going for the khim's gathering scene.. They say i have guts cause i went alone, but then, i don't know.. And so i went there acting as khim's fan.. a "poster" that i did in a couple of mins, was seen to be quite "yong xing".. hmm.. the "enthu" - loud screech on the day itself, led many ppl to think that i was khim's real fans.. and come to think of it.. having my aunt(da yi ma aka lil red) to visit on that day was just unbearable.. well... soon after i sent in again and this time was called down as an ah lian.. then they came out with the name enthu lian.. But i don look like Lian right???(takes knife and presses on your throat..) RIGHT!! precisely that's the point i don look like one.. so i came up with this theory, can't look like one act as one.. and so far have been trying my best and so.. TCP is working very hard and the effort put in is obvious and apparent... Don't be judgemental and put us down.. Don't critics on the crew, on the cast.. giving them personal attacks(ren sheng gong ji).. With this recent critics on shi ying and kelly, it is quite sad that this people exists... but looking at the bright side... ppl did show signs of noticing them.... JUst got the script...wow... ok lo.. tmr.. wear ah lian ah lian.. haix... poly forum next friday... results thursday.. back from malaysia on wednesday, go malaysia on sunday.. hectic week.. haven pack luggage yet... OH NOs!!

a place i rather be..

2007-09-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

bePATRIOTIC!!! love ur country... see how creative sg. ppl are... even the djs... hahahaha... creatively funny by theorotically true... hmmm...

PARODY OF place i wld rather be... by chong qing and jia hui!!! haha..

BTW.. today was the rehearsals of the poly forum... it was a disasters when so many ppl din turn up and was short of crew... and esp when the mr sunny is here... the way he commented on the performance... *poof... effort and creativity to stud went down by half... when they(SCYTHIA/TPSU's DEREK'sgrp)stayed back for the next practice they was like downcasted???? hmmm.... But anyway... I WAS STILL SUPRISED THAT DEREK CAN PLAY PIANO!!!! hmmm.. and and and there was this girl who was really nice there.. erm.. she is like friendly but normal.. u know most ppl in tp are friendly but they are all a little cranky up there you know?? hmmm...

you get what i mean... right??

listening to: 泡沫

2007-09-05T15:19:00.000+08:00

歌曲：泡沫
歌手：南拳妈妈专辑：藏宝图

你像是一个泡沫飘进我的世界期待跟着变浓一杯黑咖啡多了奶球的香味怎么不会心动
我爱上你的冷漠说服自己花少了阳光也能活我不懂失望撑不起笑容
爱你像爱上泡沫我只记得空虚的等待
抓不住放不了手 but i can't wait i can't wait for you
我问你爱不爱我世界停止呼吸迎接你的沉默我转头装傻你决定蒸发谁都来不及说
最平凡的小幸福却是我们的叉路我不敢哭我不想听出我们的结束
爱你像爱上泡沫我只记得空虚的等待抓不住放不了手 but i can't wait i can't wait
love 是泡沫一碰就破我想要的不过是拥有你主动回过头的温柔
Leaving you is as easy as forgetting how to breatheLeaving you is as easy as the breezeSo won't you please,won't you please*
原来我也是一个bubble 在寻找一个出口最后不过是学会欣赏寂寞

OMG I AM ADDICTED TO THIS...

TEST!!! gosh...

2007-08-28T20:42:00.000+08:00

Did i mentioned... the night before the revision lecture i dreamt of mr chia giving me tips of the test??? Guess what it came out.. the carbonic maceration whee... ten marks then the red wine which i forgot the co before my agulate... DAMN... SHOULD BE ABLE TO PASS BA??! HOPE SO!! haha i finished within an hr and met elfy who finished his paper early too!! ahaha...

4 papers 1 more to go.. rht... haix...

nowadays somethings trouble me alot... when i take bus i feel like vomitting and then... i feel kinda out of breathe and damn hot... wad's wrong with me.. frequent headache and giddy spells... feel like fainting... had been like this since 2 weeks ago tt sunday... gosh... AND.. when i walk walk walk will suddenly fall down and then when climb up the stairs all of sudden will fall also or suddenly my legs go weak.. or like this morning.. i just stop walking and cannot continue.. or like last week.. go down the stairs all of sudden lose balance and fall... it's scary... with all the bruises around.. i dare not wear skirt or shorts too... all long jeans.. hmm.. and i always sleep at 1 plus wake up at 3:33, 4:44... so scary.. maybe tonight is 2:22.. i donno.. wad's with this life man...

SUPPORT TCP... coming out on the 7th sept... something keeping me to look forward to... last paper and then my sis lappie's comin on the 31st aug.. and tt means... whee.. i will get her laptop soon... STUPID DELL bloody scammer.. say 7 days nia now almost a few weeks abt a month le lor... hai.. working this sat at kumon.. jus noticed it is the same working place as sam kee... whee... imd pay i like... or at least work for 5 hrs marking paper... but i always get myself messed up with ink... haix... so sotong longtong...

NDP HUMAN FLAG

2007-08-25T08:28:00.001+08:00

darlings have u ever wonder happened to teh 101 pics we took??!

its up...
http://picasaweb.google.com/youngntuc2/NationalDay2007

rash and temperature

2007-08-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

OMG!! eversince the past few weeks, i have been having rashes all of a sudden... I mean the previous weekends was because i ate raisins and then the rash came about... then on monday the tube idea of airing it was just bad.. i thought the that it would reduce abrasions of friction from shirt cause my back was just a pain and and was just itchin.. but tadaa bad bad bad idea... and why??? cause it was still itching and then i didn't bring medication.. But i do understand it could also be due to the sun on filming for the last ep of tcp... the sun was strong you see... but apparently the itch is just getting on my nerves.. and then and then, there was PC for Nicholas Teo's Campus concert and then i brought a shirt to change but in the end i din cause the heat and itch was jus unbearable.. i just left after dinner at techno too... GOSH!!! HEAT N ITCH... and it is getting on my face... thus u may notice it has been days after presentation i have yet to take a single pic!

and nowadays the heat and temperature just keep rising... faints... feel breatheless at times... for an hr i will on aircon the next fan.. then air con and then fan... or half the time snuggling into my blanket...

i just feel sick i wonder why... seventh month???!

feelsALOOF.

2007-08-20T01:11:00.000+08:00

FEELING
Feeling really aloof right now. It's not just emotions but physically as well. Maybe cause it is a weekend, don't feel like talking verbally(still mass chatting MSN 6 convey though hmm...) and can't even be bothered with people. Study week starts today, no school till friday, as the examinations begin on friday.

F&B
F&B is a major headache, french, italian, spanish, german, english.. Wines, Fortifeited drinks, alcoholic beverages, coffee, game meats, seafood.... busshi busshhi, guccci, guccci... when will this end???!

DESTOP
New destop, hp... dad says it is a great deal... still think otherwise,... limited ram.. runs slow.. Vista, many programmes lack in compatibility... limited usb ports, limited anti virus programme, lots of games....

THECHANGINGPOINT
YAH!!! those who said u wanted to watch go watch... Episode 6 is out... BETTER SUPPORT K???!!! enthu fan and chao ah lian... hmm... distinct different look... ANTICIPATING FOR LAST EPISODE!!!! TCP rival TPM... thechangingpoint VS theperfectmatchII
TCP SERIES (Ep 6 - incomplete)
http://thechangingpoint.blogspot.com/
Great cast consisting of new faces and old powerful talents with the VERY STRONG ke chuan
TPMII(Ep 1 - incomplete)
http://tpm-neverendingproduction.blogspot.com/
All are new faces, looks wise, TCP is way way stronger. Acting skills, not that natural, maybe due to the lack of experience. As for the video skills, ok lar. THough some parts the video never jie properly. As for the SONGS, all FIR, Genie and gary and etc. Erm, the storyline, so far I watch episode 1.. still watching.. so far the storyline is still easy to understand..There's room for improvements...
Actually I...(complete series)
http://youtube.com/user/0604433c
Ming's production must support... GREAT STORY LINE!!! very kuso...and got the familar faces of tp la... Guan zhuo they all... all scythia should watch la... oh featured in U weekly too... when they did the gatsby thing featured on the week of harry potter cover... Link also cover all the very kuso vid ming made.. .i LOVE THE BSC annual general meeting de!! the sia de.. very cute... ahh...

All in all, I still prefer TCP, the video transition and music is the best, or at least the best watching experience lor... Ming's video for actually i.. hmm pixelated.. TPMII what if i don't like FIR or Genie??! (don't watch lor) HAIX.. more reviews coming up.. whee...

TCP episode 10

2007-08-13T00:32:00.000+08:00

TCP episode 10

Enthu lian today not high le... i donno why... i guess the weather and the mood i was in played a major factor... I just can't fake it out.. hai.. Chinese garden under the sorching sun... phew... ok now i am sick.. really sick...

ahhhhhchoooooo...

mr teo.. see ya tmr!!!

ambiguity..

2007-08-10T23:33:00.000+08:00

NICHOLAS TEO's prince CAMPUS CONCERT
HEY!! no worries that u din get the tickets COZ production crew is opening up AUDI 2 for live telecast next door, so gather all your friends on Monday 6pm and wait for your wang zi!! Seats limited and served on first come first serve basis! Bring your Matriculation card!!!

AMBIGUIOUS
I jus can't explain the feeling la...

UNCLE BRUCE's WAKE
Have you guys ever wanted something since you were a kid and yet you never ever got it at your age?? this national day was quite an experience.. Have u gotten what you wanted like now?? Kids nowadays are so fortunate they do not even know the feeling of not getting what they want cause they just demand it can it is given to them. As Bryan had shared during the wake, he said:"My dad told me he wanted a professional camera because he likes photography but at his age now, he has yet to get one."You get what i mean, our parents work so hard to provide us but what do we give in return, never ending demands... I can't help but to think that I am so fortunate, that daddy work so hard to provide us... But feeling so much what can I do about it? I still remember Darren's message a long long time ago, It's not the things they do that make them our parents, but it's because they are our parents, that why they do the things they do... GET IT??! It's not as if daddy mommy feeds us for 10 years thus they qualify to be parents, instead they are given the authority as daddy and mommy thus they feed us... So on national day, after a big fight with daddy, I messaged dad.. DADDY have u ever wanted something since a kid and never gotten it?? He replied :"Yes i want my parents 2 luv mi but i never have. Now i oni want my children to luv mi. " Oh wells. I guess we will never understand our parents love till we become parents ya??!

Service Methodology

Staff: May
Outlet: Marina Square
Date: 9th August 2007
Time: 1pm

I would like to share an experience and also compliment on a staff on how her service had inspired us. Just a couple of days ago on national day, my classmates and I, about 6 of us entered Pizza Hut to have our lunch before the parade, it was about 1pm and we were first greeted by a male staff and was then seated. The staffs brought out their brightest smiles. It sure did make our day. As we sat down and order our food, we decided to order one of the cheesy bites fondue promotions. It was for 4 but nevertheless we thought we would share.

My friend was a little unsatisfied with the plates and utensils as there were blemishes and dirty, so we requested for a change and MAY, she changed those with a smiley face. We have been to many other fast food restaurants and but many of those would darken. She made us feel really like guests.

After a while, she served us our drinks. We were taken back, for most of the time, in the other outlets; we would always experience long waiting time. The restaurant at this moment was pretty much filled by then and it was just surprising how fast she served us. Not only that!! She actually separated our drinks to 3 small cups and 3 big cups and we were amazed. We never experience that NOT EVEN IN THE OTHER OUTLETS! She was indeed friendly. We really felt like V.I.P then.

Soon she served us with our soups and the pizzas, the pizzas were already cut into 6 pieces, this was really great, it saved us from all the awkward situation people usually have when they share food, and pardon me but I got to repeat, she is really good. In fact, she was GREAT. Also she served us with plain water and also tissue napkins when we didn’t request even though we needed it. Upon payment she even brought out a calculator for us. She was really thoughtful, kind and helpful. It really did make our day.

For your information, we are a bunch of Year 1 students from Temasek Polytechnic and we are in the Hospitality and Tourism Management Course, May had exhibited and displayed to us what Hospitality is about and we are very inspired by her. We see her as a role model and what we experience that day was really very much of world class service. Her service attitude and empathy for the customers made us feel like we had to bring this up to you. We could see our classroom brought to life. We never knew how well service could be till that day.

We hope that May will be rewarded and that her service be seen in the other outlets as well. I thank you for the kind attention.

Regards,
Candy Yeo

NATIONAL DAY PARADE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

PART OF THE LARGEST HUMAN FLAG!

As part of the largest human flag in Singapore record, I am proud to be one of it, though we spent hours queueing and squeezing, some did for the nation, some for goodie bag, some, FOR UMBRELLA???! gosh.. every umbrella was part of the flag and SOME PEOPLE JUST KEEP PASSING THEM OUT!!! RAWRs!!! SO UNPATRIOTIC! and then... there was.. MANY MANY PEOPLE!! abt 10,000 of them.. banglas.. who just took my umbrella, the next i knew he cld be taking my handphone n see see then gone too... SCARY PPL!!! and then... we shifted and squeeze a lil'.. qt spent with liling, didi, johan, MADELINE! REEN! KAKI! VANESSA! 1H04.. made two more friends, nadia and.. .... ... ok i forgot.. not good with names and rmb the mc for FOC!!! they jus kept going BROTHER JOHN BROTHER JOHN.. man i hope brother john was my god father... he has a yearly income of 30 million.. i am ok even if he is my sugar daddy!!!

OK THE PICS!! click the link laR!!

LINK!! NDP!!

thingsCHANGED.

2007-08-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

things changed so much i have no idea who are these ppl i once know... i mean they are so freaking cold sia...

i entered poly making loads of frens but now.. jus accquitances.. hi bye??! that's all... damn.. they will leave u eventually. But somehow i got over it..

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FANG DONG LIANG coming to TP, 1140 queue until ITAS le.. nth much to say.. tickets sold out fast... live telecast at audi 2 be there early.. yups.. tt's all tadas..

INTht presentation was a screw up for me.. and the wake, it just hurts so much to see ppl ard you feeling sad and crying...

have a good night.. happy national day little red dot..

a few words..

2007-08-05T12:58:00.000+08:00

just a few words...

LIFE SUCKS W/O COMP.... In my hse there used to be 3 desktop and 1 laptop... now it is one desktop and 1 laptop... one more laptop on the way.. My sis convinced daddy to buy the PINK inspiron dell laptop.. but we all agreed IT WILL BE MINE next year, or at least til JJ graduates.. marking her words down.. She should thank me... i spoiled the other 2 desktop... one the RAM just can't be use the comp keep restarting.. in attempt to fix the second desktop... one of the cable caught fire in the CPU in MY ROOM! and i stupidly used my fingers to distinguish the fire... SMART!!! ok... time to learn new things but.. NO TIME NO BRAIN CAPACITY.. damn..

projects projects projects. presentation presentation presentation. exams exams exams. OH WOW! how vibrant, my life..

Mork's20th birthday

2007-07-31T00:56:00.000+08:00

Today is Mork's birthday..

Mr chia walked out of class again... Make up lessons on Sat 9am girls and guys... GOSH!!! PLease behave in lecture esp next week the course manager will be coming down to speak to us. No more impulsive and brainless actions please!

at 3++ class ended and so we begun our dicussion of the F&B project and so after that Toh Di Di and i had nothing to do until 6pm... so we went to buy the B'day cake for Mork... then noticed i donno what flavour he likes... asked alam... neither did he know... hmmm... Carrot cake?!? He is born in the year of rabbit what... anyway i got the chocolate chocolatey one.. and then we slacked at biz sch till 6pm.. but then it kinda melted.. Mork and junior was walking to art space when i was on my way there... ARGH!!! GOSH... hid the cake behind the photo machine instead.. After all the set up for the healthy lifestyle and stuff we have our "fun".. blowing of candles on whipped cream... MOrk keep blowing out the candle..

1. we din sing the birthday song... light again.
2. He din make a wish... relight again...
3. He made a quick wish and blew it out...

everyone was given whipped cream but mork stayed away from us all... =[ no fun...

then in an effort to chase MORK MY HP DROPPED! my new cover... argh....... haha.. sadded.. it's pink!!!!! GOSH!!! anyway after that all the whipped cream wasted... anyway we had a birthday cake, since Mork was sitting far far away we had to take the cake to hiM! and so we walked all the way there and the dance ppl sang the song!!! WHEE SO NICE!!! haha... we cut the cake and ate.. NICE??! not nice??! i donno i jus know fattening... i jus ate a lil... hmmm... haha... then they went to smoke.. and then emm ppl dance dance dance and whee packed up.. hang up at techno with flying cockcroach flying behind Samantha's back and erm... yup.. the PC Seniors talking abt the franchise they having or the entreprenuership thing... anyone interested in a Chindian, Augustine, CCM?! only condition RICH!!!! haha.. find HIM! he is funny...

ok i have come to an end.. But before it, warning dangerous to take lift with alam and mork... u cna die there... alam opened the door when the lift went half way.. it jerked and stopped so did my heart.. SCARY!!! macroecon prensentation was er.. screwed for me.. i feel bad.. not contributing and said wrong things. SCARY!!

the indian, alam, chindian middle,chinese mork... see the transition???!

the chocolatey chocolatety cake... 1kg..

cutting down...

and deeper...

ok the end!!! ANYWAY DO VISIT http://thechangingpoint.blogspot.com for update of the show, episode 5 is out... not that i have appeared my appearance would actually be in Episode 6, and that will in August, ard 17... 17 August... so ya do look out for it...

another thing... emmm... CHECK OUT: http://www.xanga.com/tpproductioncrew for updates... Mork added a new post.... emm... tt's abt all! BBYEE!!

my comp crashed..

2007-07-27T08:46:00.001+08:00

my last weekend was spent on...

T3 trial u saw the pics and on sunday... opening and closing umbrella.. for NDP..

IT started with meeting phoebe, mad and kaki in tampines and oh yea.. RYAN WHO WAS LIKE LATE... then reen at simei and then we headed to khatib.. and we went to the bakery n we bought bread.. FOR ME WAS MY FAV JAP BISCUIT!!! WHEE.. haha..

then we waited for a long long time.. Mad, phoebe and reen played scissors paper stone n etc,, haha so old school.. AFTER A VERY VERY LONG TIME... 1hr later.. saw Shi Ying running frantically... haha.. i POP and said hi.. she seemed shocked.. haha.. then after that i saw marcus and jade is tt her name??! haha.. whee.. then we moved to take the crowdedly packed bus...

yawns... went to some ulu campsite.. and opened close umbrella, ali n daniel was jus having hell lotsa fun disturbing people and crashing bottles.. haha...

FINALLY.. went to town to look at escoffier's book but wasn't there... and ya.. went to watch harry potter! ok.. I find it ok lar... not as bad as someppl said it was...

THE WEEK!!
HECTIC!! PROJECTS PROJECTS, TUITORIAL!! HEALTHY LIFESTYLE WEEK!!! free apples, icecreams and milo... and free preview to ariff's band songs.. comp crashed ANYWAY!!! I DO have a nice mummyOK??!!!! gosh...

and ok.. at least i have nice member ard.. even though i can't attend most of the meeting i am trying my best to contribute.. should cut down on my commitment.. HAI...

toodles.. it is MACRO REPORT TIME!

20072007

2007-07-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

20-07-2007

and nth much though.. emm.. it was a friday.. i dress up nice nice but class only lasted 2 hrs.. haix.. ate with chris and andy at mensa.. ATE LASEGNA..

21*07*2007
T3 testing
It was quite an experience.. went there early... like 40 mins way earlier.. met sab ee there and so we caught up.. then mr pras came.. then we started chatting with mr pras.. then later one by one they all came...

ANYWAY TODAY WAS A FUN TRIP WE HAD LUGGAGES PREPARED FOR US!!! PASSPORT WITH VISA!!!! and there WAS LIKE AN AIRTICKET!!! they shld give us the first clas not economic class man!! BEIJING WAS FUN!!! lunch was great pudding was delicious.. the toilet can be use as viewing hall!! super cool.. amily's cute.. haha.. she lost her passport in the toilet!!!! and the auntie threatened to throw it away if unclaim!!!

THE DIARY OF THE INDONESIAN MAID
My mdms very evil keep saying want to send me back to bangladash!!! But i from indonesia.. nevermind i can go find my bangladash bf there!!! haha.. anyway MY MDMs THREW ME TO THE 1H05 ppl!! why mdm don wan me le??! BUT LATER i RECONCILED WITH THEM but forgot to tell them(05 ppl).. basically.. coz i don exactly their names n face i was suffering mental blockage!!! haha.. oops.. anyway i carried their luggages stuffed with newspaper and it was pretty much heavy... I AM THE SUPREME; HIGH CLASS; HIGH TECH MAID WITH THE TIARA AND ACCENT... they call me maria!!! anyway mdm very nice bring me go beijing.. and we had delicious lunch.. and take a lot of photo!!!! the luggage was lost halfway after lunch and when we came back singapore, our luggage change!!! frm small to big big ones.. haha.. MY BANGLADASH BF CALLING ME SO BB!!!!

after that we went back by coach.. and then the whole 1h04 went off at t2!!! haha.. i went home n slept... OMG BEFORE THAT.. i went with wina to find out wad bus she can take to go back.. the stupid lao pek pek in the transit link room freak me out.. nowadays i keep getting comments like u look prettier n stuff.. it's freaking me out.. .it feels as if i am going to die le.. i must be living in the world for too long.. tt's why this are happening!! ok now i will upload the pics k!! and wahla the link!!!!

INTERIOR

CAMWHORING

MY GOSH WHAT THEY DOING??!

http://photo.xanga.com/misstangguo/albums/bb221601363932

MARCUS i am still waiting for your makeover pics k!!!

currently??!

2007-07-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

SSERIOUSLY if you are attached don't confess la. You might not know but it feels weird ok!!! same as my passed post. I feeling very weird right now k???! NOT THAT I AM AVOIDING YOU OR WHAT.. i'm just.. treating you like a good buddy i don't want to lose... Please don't expect much dude..

IT FEELS WEIRD THAT UR STEAD IS VIEWING ME EVERY NOW AND THEN!!! That's why I changed my primary photo!! emm... so please.. yup!!!! AND PLEASE STOP SAYING U WANT MY BIG BABY TAZ!!! IT'S MINE!!! rawr...

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ANYWAY i was talking abt our classmates(bitching n gossiping in short..) yesterday.. i was kinda suprised SERENA'S BF n HER HAVE A JOINT ACCT!!! i just can't believe ppl my age do plan to marry alrdy!!!! seriously.. hmm.. ANYWAY kind of think abt it... I think studies is more impt.. I HAVE A GOAL NOW!!! if i study for study sake.. it won get mw very far RIGHT??! so.. I WILL STUDY!!more like work towards my goal?? I never wanted to get a degree.. BUT NOW!!! maybe??! i can like work n study hard hard and.. HOPEFULLY.. I WILL??! haha..

THINGS WILL BE TOUGH.. i know... BUT!!! sometimes you just gotta try!!!! =]

someone inspired me!!! haha..

grabbedFROMmarcusDEprofile!!!

"Opportunity to difficulties instead of difficulties to opportunity;

Never hold today things till tomorrow!"

exhilarated...

2007-07-20T10:25:00.000+08:00

OMG I AM LIKE SO HAPPY!!! MY RHT GOT A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whee...

that is like my FIRST A so far... and that was like my first test i ever studied.. LIKE REALLY REALLY STUDY EVEN IN THE PC TPSU's AGM!!! i even asked minyu to teach me... FINALLY effort paid off... i was like damn depressed after the test coz i was afraid i was unable to do well... lotsa careless mistakes.. FINALLY!!! haha.. i'm so exhilarated..

when mrs gan just so showed me was LIKE WHERE's my matric no??!! why not last one... after finding for a long long time.. i saw an A beside my no!!!! OMG!!! happayes...

tt sure did make my day!!!!

play this game!!! it's fun!! IT SHOWS HOW SMART ARE U TOO!!! BASICALLY the father cannot be with the daughter, the sons with the mother and the thief cannot be alone with anyone!! only the ADULTS can activate the raft!!!!!

River Game

sabrina sabork

2007-07-19T20:00:00.000+08:00

today was a high day...

starting with a oral speech on my dreams which the teacher says i have most of the elements in it!! WHICH MEANS I AM A GOOD SPEAKER!!! =D

then... next was super high with chris during POM!! then after tt was intht time with mad, reen, serena n shu hui!! WAS DIGRESSING AWAY!!!! then we started talking n talking until abt SABRINA SABROK!!! haha.. then was sharing with marlina eventhough peter was there.. was even saying how her left water melon is smaller then her rigth honey dew.... so funny!!

ANYWAY WAS SUPER HIGH LA!

Way Back Into Love

2007-07-18T19:42:00.000+08:00

I have changed the song in my blog... so crazy over this song now!!! ahh!!!!

Way back into love
Hugh Grant & Drew Barrymore
Hugh Grant & Hayley Bennet

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking from someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And I you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end (more)

tears..

2007-07-16T22:09:00.000+08:00

OMG I AM LIKE JUST SO STRESS UP!!!

with intht test coming our way and ridiculous ppl smsing me in the midst of my lesson esp F&B causing me to miss my notes and in the risk of getting my phone confiscated.. making me on the verge of tears.. i couldn't thank you enuff.. seriously.. THANKS UH!!!!

MNM WAS FUN!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMING!!!!!!

PRODUCTION crew members if u are reading this please take note... I'm SIXTEEN!!! A FREAKING FRESHIE LIKE YOU!!! IF U WANT TO DO SHOW GO FIND THE SENIORS DON DISTURB ME!!! i am only responsible when the authorities(i/c, seniors, fayanne)ask me to do something.. in other words i don't give a damn abt what you think, and you are totally not influencial... I WILL FORWARD UR COMMENTS so that you can be heard, and so hopefully the authorities will contact you asap... IF EVER I HELPED THE SENIOR to call or contact you, ALWAYS CALL/CONTACT THE SENIOR FIRST! it's courteousy.. CALLING ME will jus be rude and inconvienent, cause i need to call the seniors to check too.. sometimes it may even cause misunderstanding.. (i don't want ppl to think i am such a big k-poh ok??) AND ALWAYS PUT OTHERS FIRST!! IF you have done more than a certain number of shows, don't ask for more give others a chance to learn and explore and also, you are not the only one with passion and convictiona and commitment, THERE ARE PPL WHO HAVE YET TO DO ONE SHOW!!! (I KNOW CAUSE ONE OF THEM MY CLASSMATE..)there are 100++ freshies.. but there is only a few shows.. BE FAIR GIVE OTHERS A CHANCE!!! IF U REALLY BO LIAO GO FLY KITE!!! any other comment pls.. go to http://xanga.com/tpproductioncrew to leave your PRECIOUS COMMENTS!

thanks nat for hearing me out!!! and take a look at the skies... there is more than 12 stars.. many of them form lines... constillation of stars!! WOW!

enthu lian...

2007-07-15T19:19:00.000+08:00

me and elizabeth and MARCUS!!sneak shot!

ME N ELIZ AGAIN! THE MAIN CAST!!ACTING!!!! kelly n winston!! everyone is dead tired shouting!!!

EVENT: TCP RECORDING
TIME: 10am to 4pm
VENUE: Republic Polytechnic

I can't blog much if not become spoiler so all i gonna say is!! ANTICIPATE FOR EPISODE 6,7&8.. WE PUT IN ALOT OF EFFORT!!! THERE WAS CASUALTIES in this episode filming process... esp like u all know the gambling scenes... you know... retaking scenes and acting enthu all the time isn't easy... it's like sugar rush without sugar... candy without the sugar rush but still have to be enthu.. it sure is difficult.. BUT THANKS TO FREE REDBULL.. haha..

Significant Stories
REDBULL STORY
What happened was sean complained that he was thirsty.. just as he was briefing us... two pretty jie jie came n give us free red bull and of coz to promote it la.. haha...

OUR VERY TI TIE SEAN!!!

abrasion!!

CASUALTIES
during the filming of fighting scene which retake quite a number of times, marcus suffered from cramps on his hands... Don't know what happened but eli had a lead pierced into her foot!!! and sean took it out for her.. and me.. i suffered from abrasions on my knees and hit my head.. pain!! and TCP was really nice and welfare of cast was put first.. when someone is injured everyone will rush towards the person to make sure he/she was okay... HOW OFTEN DO U GET TO SEE THAT??!! OH AND I AM SUNBURNT ON MY FACE!!!

THE 7 SEATER
at the end of the shooting sean they all went to sembawang park to shoot another scene, and so the 7 PEOPLE HAD TO SQUEEZE INTO KENNETH CAR!!! and to save walking distance they climbed over the railings.. pic below..

here the pics.. click for enlarge photos..

frm marcus phone n photoedited!

me

me n marcus

me n marcus again!!

me n shi ying!

same jacket WOW!

albums:http://photo.pchome.com.tw/tangguo/02/

TCP!!

2007-07-15T00:17:00.000+08:00

emm... had a really busy week...

jus came back from rockamania!!! IT WAS SO BORING!!!! anyway!! was jus told by sean i will be acting as ah lian n they added lines for me!! cause i very enthu!!! happayes....

so reasearch ah lian!!Ah Lian is a pejorative term commonly given to a certain group of young Chinese girls in Southeast Asia, especially Singapore and Malaysia. These Chinese girls, whose age ranging from their adolescent years to late 20s, usually centralised in the busier and more developed cities in the region. They are regarded as bimbos, and are stereotyped as anti-intellectual, superficial, materialistic, and shallow. Ah Lians are commonly stereotyped as having hair dyed in gaudy and bright colours, and attired in fashion mimicking hip-hop culture, although how much of this is true is debatable. Since their male counterpart is the Ah Beng, Ah Lians are also thought of as being excessively flashy and show-offs.
The Ah Lian "culture" is especially prevalent in the secular Chinese educational system schools, typified by their frequent use of vulgarities and appearance in cliques (joined by their male counter parts Ah Bengs).
Ah Lians commonly speak in a kind of hybrid mix of Singlish or Manglish and Chinese, or Chinese-related dialects. It is also common for the grammar from these dialects to cross over English usage, creating English phrases with Chinese grammar.

WHOOKAY!!!

hmm... now got to think how to dress like one!

Ah Lian
The Hair: Straight is good. Remember to go for regular rebonding sessions to ensure your hair looks ‘sleek’ and chio. Increase your kawaii (cute) factor by adding all sorts of rainbow coloured clips to your hair.
The Make-up: The more the merrier, pile on the foundation and candy pink blush. Put on some bright red lipstick and maybe some blue or green eye shadow to dazzle your beau.
The Handphone: With this multi-purpose accessory that doubles as a mirror, use it to take pictures of your beloved to use as your wallpaper. Sms your friends to gossip about who’s dating who and hang those dangling hello kitty phone straps for decoration.
The Clothes: The more outlandish the better. Contrast is good. Make sure the colours clash. That’s how you stand out. The shorter the skirt or shorts, the better – flaunt your legs, skinny or flabby. Make sure your tops have enough frills or lace to look ‘dainty’ Let the straps of your black bra peek out, it’s said to be fashionable.
The Handbag: Has to be ‘branded’. It really doesn’t matter if it’s fake or genuine – as long as it has the ‘G’ or ‘LV’ logo. Carry it with pride even though it’s far from the real McCoy.
The Shoes: Make that 3 inches, no, why not 5 inches? Get yourself a pair of platform shoes guaranteed to add height to your stature and make you feel tall. These chunky shoes come in all different designs and colours. Take your pick.

http://www.think.cz/issue3/05/ah_lian_ah_beng.html

rebonding?? my hair is permed!! hmm... platform bo leh... SO IF I CAN'T LOOK LIKE ONE! I WILL ACT AS ONE!!! i know some idiot will be gloating over this... no worries man!! take a look.. MANY THOUGHT I WAS MINAH! so i jus gotta be more china.. MORE CHEENA!! then ah lian le ma.. singlish n mandrin no prob.. wan a fusion no probs man.. i speak korean n jap tgt.. english n chinese + limited malay and other misc lang and MIXTURE of dialects.. tt's very singlish right?? haha..

ok.. hopefully will do well!! =]

10 or more.
1. Long rebonded hair when hair is ALREADY straight
2. Act cute poses when taking neoprints
3. Type with aLtErNaTe CaPs ^^ or alot of additional letters. "xiiaogurrl" :x
4. Add S, Z, X to the back of every word
5. Use "wOr" 'hEe' "nEhz" 'kEkEx' "mAhx" 'oHhz' or something like that
6. Include "gal" "girl" or "ger" in their usernames
7. Sometimes fat thighs + short DENIM skirts
8. Include unimportant information in their friendster (height, weight. LOL)9. Add strangers to their account
10. "gerr misshh boii" "lorve euu" =pPp
11. Include their sad love fairytales in their friendster [[waitin fer yew ta cum back]]
12. Shop at aunty boutiques. (THIS FASHION)
13. Fetish for PINK. Everything HAS to be PINK.
14. Call themselves weird names. MILKster PINKster Pinkalicious missyprincess tootdolliex xiaokeaii- ahhlynn sadahgal
15. Must have JIEMUIs. [JIEMUII QINGSHENN]
16. Many god-bros and sis.
17. Yell, "NNB! Diao simi diao?" when you look at them
18. Loves techno
19. Wears PMK, NWO, Von Dutch
20. Attention-seeking hair color. Purple, Green, or Red.
21. Know nothing else except HOKKIEN profanities. :)BAHAHA.

TPSU AGM

2007-07-06T00:24:00.000+08:00

WHEE!! TPSU AGM WAS HAPPENING LA....

HAHA... MORE PICS LESS WORDS... I AM TRIED TOO, SO I SHALL BLOG TMR!!!!

GUSH OF INCEST!! WHEE!!

2007-07-03T23:08:00.000+08:00

haha... INCEST!! WHEE!!!

wad do u get with a mixture of incest + lesbianism?? sister love!!! haha... me and my sis was like cam whoring for the past few minutes...

ok... i must say... 18 n below DON'T READ THIS!! PARENTAL GUIDANCE!! emm forget abt it... I GUESS I have been cooped inside an all girls school for too long... so all this sudden crap jus pop up from no where!!!

wheee..

PS:pardon me for all the vulgarities used... will cut down... emm.. like WTH! but ya..i will try not to LARH... after i am very GUAI WHAT!!

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sean looks white right??

happy youth day!

2007-07-02T21:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY YOUTH DAY EVERYONE!!!!

whee....

*looks into the mirror...

ME: OMG!! stupid airhead... u bimbotic bitch... how could u feed me with CHOCOLATE nuts and RAISIN!! din u know i am allergic with RAISIN!! BITCH!! OMG! i know u must be gloating over this rashes all ard right?? CHEEBYE!

M.ME: WHAT MY FAULT?? i fed u crunchy... but u still have cramps.. my fault??! MY GOSH!!! U NITWIT!!! I WAS BEING NICE OK!! why don u just take the pink pill??!

ME: I WISH I HAD!! HMPH! fine anyway u airhead i knew i couldn't count on u! now look at us.. we have red spots all over.. IDIOT!!!LOOK AT UR ELBOW!! and even tummy.. all ard....

M.ME: YA.. but now ur face...

ME: sheesh.. shuddup scarly tmr morning wake up... GASP!!!

ME & M.ME drops jaws and stares at each other....

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KELLY.ya i linked u already, and haha really so qiao.. ur brother how old??

YYANN.yup linked up!

YVONNE.yup i sure did..

YANSOON.ok nia.. who are u btw??

the changing point recording..

2007-07-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

My daddy must have really been inspired by his company(smrt).. He even put a plasma tv in his room and moved out the small tv to the living room cause the tv spoiled and.. This is what i call keeping the best for themself.. Clearly this show must i elaborate? They even hang it in the wall.. Seriously.. I discourage daddy to watch tv.. Having to face the computer screen for so long? Eh lao Eh.. Watch tv your eyesight will get from bad to worse sia... Haha.. But i don watch tv too.. I am bearly at home la.. I am even trying to blog now cause i am on this long trip to khatib for the changing point recording... So sian... So blog lo.. Kinda like make the prop but din print Damn... Had been too busy la.. =)

Haha.. Though there have really been up and down but certainly i have been keeping myself really occupied.. So then i won't think too much.. Like one of nelly furtado song rings.. Life's too short.. I don have a a life time for you so i shall be selfish.. Start thinking for myself..Stop thinking abt YOU! It's pointless anyway cause waiting for you is like waiting for rain in the drought.. Pointless and disappointing.. I love my life you know.. It's good feel missed.. Haha.. Went to church.. Church had vibes too.. I guess god was making up for wan din ask me for the show.... Now i an like passing the seletar reservoir.. Omg so nice.. I reach khatib 45 minutes too early.. Tralala... Whee..

Anyway church was fun.. They all dress up as super hero.. Haha.. And my cell powerranger. Hmm.. *raise eyebrow.. Haha so cute.. Will post photos soon.. Omg so long nv see them never change but alot of new faces.. Haha... Joshua din grow taller neither.... Haha... Ok i am Damn mean i know! Hee hee.. Seeing most of my cell in school too.. Been really busy.. I just keep getting myself occupied so all are excuses.. =[ i know but i want it that way.. Now as i blog i keep telling myself stop thinking abt it.. Haha.. I gotta STOP THINKING!!

PICS FOR TCP! haha i acted as khim fans.. i believe kellyn the whole pc would have know how capable i am to support someone i don exactly support.. just acted on fri.. with a lil of attitude.. =X haha.. nevertheless today i din put attitude i jus do the normal way lor..but they say i too enthu.. like wad sean say la... haha... enthu... haha... coz i keep screaming.. like really high pitch and loud.. haha.. anyway.. First we went to khatib then we filmed a part of episode 6.. I VERY DAO DE di.. i won say wad is it abt.. then went to kbox marina square.. ya... at the end of it.. jus karaoke lor.. haha sang jian ao with sean.. jus played along.. haha.. emm.. IT WAS FUN LA!! sean's funny... we took 7 takes before we can get a proper photo even though it wasn't tt proper after all.. we jus look weird tgt.. hmm... haha.. ANYWAY!! FILMING is fun la.. we don't have much lines also.. haha... TODAY WAS JUST A DAY OF FUN.. tmr is youth day and have school.. bb fairytale.. now back to reality!!! haix... =.=

getHIGH-partONE

getHIGH-partTWO

['x']]~for the tcp pics... haha... most of them is in the album...

khalil fong..

2007-06-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

KHALIL FONG's CAMPUS CONCERT!!!

OMG!!! he is so simple... haha.. but he is pretty nice n modest he keeps saying thank you!!! =]]

haha... i had to present flowers to him.. i feel paiseh though... hahaha... after all some ppl will really think i am some mega fan of his.. sings his song.. noe his song.. and even know he is hawaian!!! whee... haha.. and the most throw face thing was i gave that big bouquet of flower and as he shifted the flower to the other side of the hands... i scrambled off the stage... HAH! so much so for being in HTM! HOSPITALITY!!! ya.. not shaking hands with the guest!! WOW!

the whole thing ran pretty smooth... RYAN KOR KOR n MAYBELLE was next door holding their AGM!!! Whee... haha... cool!!! so long nv see RYAN KOR KOR and MAYBELLE le.. so shuai n chio in suites... whee!!!

haha... disappointed... it's ok if u pretend u donno i am ard..it's ok yanno... i will get very used to it sooner or later meanwhile just bear with me... coz i will fade away frm ur life... I WILL!! go ahead... i need time to sort out my thoughts... candy will be down this few days...

TMR's TCP RECORDING!!! LOOKING FORWARD TO IT..

now ppl is pissed coz i ask them return pc shirt as of instruction of fayanne's.. it's ok.. it's always my fault anyway... i'll drift away too... just wait n see....

I HATE THIS LIFE!!! I HAVE LOST MY LOVE!!! =[[ sadded... it's ok if i don't get called anymore it doesn't affect me le...

candy will be happy right?? happier that way... friends will eventually turn their back aagainst u.. then u will be alone too right?? so what's the point of pinning hopes??? for what??

argh field trip

2007-06-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

field trip to The Cafe Cartel...

FINALLY DONE!!!

whee...

happy happy!!

Report is finished too.. OMG so last minute and tmr it is due... oh man...

hahaha... anyway tmr khalil fong coming le...

how often do u get to see a hawaian??? see one tmr...
audi one
630pm
be late! be smart!

wahahaha.. 800 ticx given out...

anyway i jus know something and i am mad!!! MAD!! MAD!!!!!!!! argh

=[[[[
nvm..

used to it i guess... tmr's the day.. yea! to prove my theory..

it shld be right la!!! whee!!!

CHEEBYE!

2007-06-27T20:10:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!! today is the last day of khalil campus conecrt give away.. most ppl did turn up... rp gave like 200 out of their 300 ticx while we gave abt 700+++ ticx... Mr Pras is NICE.. haha..

OMG when we pushed back all the equpi douglas ramped over the speaker over the back of my late!!!

cheebye fucking painful.. now that i am hope... IT HAS THIS FUCKING BIG BLUEBLACK AND IT IS SWOLLEN!!!CB!!! OMG!!!!! PAIN!!! ahhh.... for wad sia?? for wad?? OMG!!! hate life.. haix..

looking forward to friday.. on friday will know le.. ya.. friday.. i hope my theory won be wrong.. I HOPE IT WON BE..

Khalil fong's ticket

2007-06-26T19:27:00.000+08:00

Today went to sch... and I WAS ON MC!!!at 10 plus left biz park to find alam.. just as we were desperately calling mork, he finally call back alam.. He was slping.. hmm.. anyway we brought the system up and left my htm shirt inside teh room..

upon reaching adayalamolicious forgot the drum so he went down to collect it... ariff came by and ya.. em.. helped set up... after a while while while Mork came too.. and then everyone was setting up.. I jus noticed we forget to put back the table.. but who cares.. tmr we need it also..

as we were setting up there was already ppl in their year 3 waiting to collect the ticx.. whee.. not even 12 pm yet.. but apparently when i talked to them they didn't know who he was too.. anyway at 12pm we gave out the ticx till like 2pm?? ppl came, ppl left..

Fayanne said i sounded like next time i coz be warner's marketing executive.. hmm.. haha.. funny right.. coz i always spoke bad abt him.. but today i helped him promote.. like ppl was like doubting and wondering nice a not.. i said something like this" OF COURSE he had some potential, if not also cannot have concert and album ma" you think any tom, dick and harry can have album meh?? for me.. too bad no looks.. haix.. song also not nicer then TANK!!! OMG!! haha.. and then.. hmm.. Ok i do find a couple of the song nice but then when ppl ask is he famous it will be NO!!! but no worries we trying to make hime more famous like on the day itself be stricter so not anyone can go in.. hmm like some bigstar like that!!!

Mr fong hope u can make a good impression like Chen-I did in my sch.. then maybe my impression of u will change.. hmm...

anyway want know more abt him can find me! haha.. uh ya.. we gave out till 2pm n we packed up and then.. hmm.. eh.. waihong, douglas they all came back! n they packed up and then they were lost at engine.. coz they din noe they can take the lift frm u noe near the band room there?? hmm anyway.. after that waited for mork while the rest went to return keys.. and then and then mork came and left after a while.. and then.. alam tehy all came when mork left.. =[ and then.. ard 3 they all left.. And so left me and bob so we were talking abt all the kopi talks la.. and we came to this topic.. the prev time he pointed out and i pretended it din exist that qns.. hmm..

he asked me what i think to ! and then.. Alex ytd say ohh u all in PC ok la.. I quite fang xin coz ! is there.. and me n nat thought diff.. hmm.. !.. i must say i am very dissapointed with !.. VERY.. coz u know the after water fest.. iam like can't be bothered le.. I AM DAMN SAD CAN!!! OMG!!!!i hate it when ppl make me feel like i am special.. like u know.. when we were freshies he jus make us feel like so so.. wc?? and then during water fest it was like he only talk to lene teach lene then me leh?? left alone.. =[ SADDED can.. and we feel so left out..

I enter PC because of !. I almost left PC because of !. If it wasn't for ALAM, MORk, NAt AND BOB that made me feel like I existed, I think I would left.. But now i don't want to.. But maybe someday we will maybe the day when Nat leaves..

we feel so drifted.. the one hr talk made me hysterical.. i FOUND A BUDDY WHO ATE THROUGH HIS MOUTH LIKE ME!!! haha.. i don't know.. it is sad yanno!!! NAT!! i don't want her outta pc.. WE MUST DO SHOWS!!! But then i think tehy will prefer to call ppl they like and emm.. maybe waihong tehy all too?? hmm coz they learn faster then us.. all i can say is this is too ghasting and shocking..

PEACE OUT PPL!! I'm violently slapped by reality!!! and all this keep falling on me!!!!

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don't make me feel special.. coz when u stp i am going to fall from the skies and hit the floor real hard.. It's gonna hurt i know.. AND I DON'T WANT IT TO HAPPEN AGAIN!!!! I hate to feel special for that period of time only.. Don't just do it once or twice.. Now i am really praying hard that you guys won do it to me.. If not then, I don't think i will have the courage to stay on..

I HATE U!!!

2007-06-26T18:57:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!! I HATE U!!!! U FUCKING MURDERER!!

just because u people are my parents i din like to say much... BUT U GUYS ARE TOO MUCH!!!! i hate it when u guys jus-t demand things and expect us to do it imd... i mean i have my own things and own issues.... stop expecting that we have to do it IMD for u.. WHy must we uds u guys all the time.. u guys don even bother to find out wad's going through in our fucking lives.. taking 2 years to find out jie's in rp?? and when we talk abt stuff u just scream at us and ask us to shuddup.. U don't even give us a chance to talk... Just because I put up a front before u guys doesn't mean i am happy...

i'm freaking disgusted by myself... i always laugh hysterically, joke ard with u ppl... BUT DEEP DOWN WITHIN I JUST WANT TO SCREAM ALL OUT!!!!! ALL I NEEd is someone to be here for me but there is none.. no one i can fucking tell this to... Every year june and nov.. I morn over his death... he could be 15 now.. abt to take his o's.. I HATE YOU!!! HE COULD HAVE LIVE BUT U DIDN'T GIVE HIM A CHANCE... he is just a fucking innocent life... u killed it... everytime i saw the abortion video.. i just can't immagine how fucking heartless you are... I HATE YOU!!!! U FUCKING HEARTLESS MURDERER!! I HATE U!!! IF IT WASN'T FOR U LIFE WON'T be like this.. i hate u all... N DAD u contributed to it.. at times i really hope i din appear that maybe my brother will have a chance of living.. you killed it...

and u incorrigle bitch stop telling me to stop gettiing into trouble.. i know what things and what is good or bad for me.. I am living in an independant life... i will get another job and live off my own.. it's over!! IT's FUCKInG OVER!!!! tt's it bitch.. i had enuff of this family... downright when i was 4 years old i knew it... u abandoned us.. I KNEW IT!! I WAS AN ABANDONED KID ALL ALONG!!! I HATE U GUYS!!!!! u guys gave up me frm the beginning not me... SO NOW STOP BLAMING ME!!! I AM NOT REBELLING AGAINST YOU!! I'M rebellign against myself.. cause i hate life so much.. I HATE GOD.. IF HE EXIST THINGS WON BE SHIT!!!!! i know it...

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i don't know how amazing things are but... here is what happened.. for the pass few weeks, everytime i missed ron, ron will msg me in the night or call me.. and then now that i am grudging no one is here.. he called... OMG!!! when i heard his voice it is like so relieving.. OMG I wish he was just here with me man.. sing me a song... and i know candy will be ok.. candy will be... i will be.. ron.... *wails..

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ron my bestest friend and ever will be... let nth fall btw us ok!!! ^.^ waiting for ur ns to come out.. haha... though i know u will meet april first.. but make time for our frenship.. dun care u noe me first.. bleagh.. =p

sick..

2007-06-24T12:04:00.000+08:00

so wearing this on tuesday..

Went shopping that day and i bought this dress... was like nice nice... looks studious...

DAD just gave $500 dollars for the whole year.. and damn spent almost $400 THIS MONTH on SHOPPING... shopping my addiction.. should really think like thrice before i buy... i really do buy things on impulsiveness.. like just random stuff... i bought a face towel coz it was cute.. like it cost $5?? damn..

bought like another 2 tubes.. $20 dollars le... IP zone.. 2 shorts and jacket.. $80++ almost $90.. Carefour.. was like fbt, two razor back and socks and some food and stuff..$50... food spent outside for eating can amt to almost $60 dollars this week.. ron's n joan's present.. $50.. and camp stuff.. whee.. wow.. more than 30 dollars.. haha.. ard there?? and money here and there.. excluding cab fares... i exceeding this month budget.. most imptly my suite haven buy yet... DAMN!! this in sg are expensive ma... GOTTA CUT DOWN.. but shopping's my addiction..

one in life i know NOT TO APPLY FOR.. CREDIT CARD.. i will end up like a slave la... maybe time to think who i lent money to... tralalala..

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SICK... with this flu thing that came with sore throat.. which means no smoking..coz when u have a sore throat and u smoke.. IT BURNS!!!!! and then... eew... and like flu mucus.. .EEEWW... but day 2 of camp i still smoke and coz i din slp.. i needed energy.. and then.. for the past few days i was like eatting a meal a day... damn... i don't know... i do plan of slim down.. but then.. hmm.. i nv thought of diet... after all i am not a picky eater... but recently... i just lose appetite when i see some food.. or all of a sudden have sudden cravings.. and like eat a whole lot.. but then.. i don exactly wan to eat u know.. I AM NOT A BULLEMIC OR ANOREXIC LA!!! i just donno what happened.. emm... and my face is like swelled..like pig head... =[[ and then my hair is in a mess... so much for a haircut i totally regret.. and then... my dark circles remind me of panda.. and my nose... due to the stupid abrasions btw tissue paper and nose my skin ard the nose and lips area totally like tore?? is that the word.. it is like peeling.. and it bled and i looked as if i went through some nose job or some thing.. but i noticed my nose is getting like higher.. due to the pinching.. hmm..

talking abt addictions... my dailies...

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I feel sad.. I don't know why... I am upset and awfully disturb by something which woke me up... I think HE traumatized me with qns... Qns concerning mork.. I'm pissed.. NAT witnessed it... she saw it too... all he ever said was mork mork moRK MORK.. and in the midst of the camp.. he was like asking abt the khalil fong and mork thing when i crossing the koi pond.. and he missed the clue... i mean if that was the only common topic.. but i kinda cannot stand it if all someone ever talked abt was just mork and khalil's show.. and what i had done, was doing and doing for the show and yadaa.. and even smoking also bring in mork like if u wan to borrow jus go ahead.. and if u wan to ask wadeva jus ask mork and from the very beginning yes, eventhough mork did ask me from the water fest and stuff.. Mork was the i/c responsible for the thing right.. all the senior like alam they all said the prev time u can either ask mork personally or email him.. but u say leave it to faith.. don u think it is very contradicting..I THINK IT IS!!!! when i say the same thing for 3 times i mean it... i now i said it 4 times... during camp to mork and after camp i smsed him and blog TWICE ABT it... NOW it is overboard...the weird looks u gave whenever i talked to mork or when mork talked to me.. i am not blind i can see it.. all i can say is the samething as what i msged mork..

Mork i think cheong loves you.... Did you share a secret bond with him eversince first show tgt? Everyword he spoke was abt you.. mork moRK MORK..

do u know how annoyed i am??? can u feel it??

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something happened during the night walk that scared my wits out completely.. i almost cried some ppl donno... i am actually very afraid of the dark... but not so now... when i was K1 on my last day in the PAP behind my block.. block 76 PAP i think, my kindergarden tecaher locked me in the storeroom the whole day eversince my mum brought me there and.... THEY LOCKED ME IN IT!!! W/O letting me outing till THE END OF THE DAY!! there was like cockroaches and rats... but i rmb i was very afraid.. but i din cry.. i din mumble a word.. i din spoke.. no one knew i was there... I WAS A VERY MUCH INTROVERT WHEN I WAS A KID.. i am still.. but anyway that teacher LOCKED ME IN A DARK ROOM WITH COCKROACHES N RaTS!! damn was i afraid. i grew really afraid of cockroaches and rats and dark spaces... i wld like scream and make a hell lots of noise... by sec... there was this large twist of personality.. i wld like always lock myself in the store room.. i was no longer afraid.. i embraced it.. and cockroaches..i won exactly scream i will just kick it away.. i wld when i fly though.. anyway.. there was this huge twist.. donno what happen i became LOUD!! somehow like an extrovert..ooh i digress too much.. anyway... ytd morning... ard 1AM totally was my worst nightmare for the night walks.. at a lot of area... i really couldn't see due to my night blindness.. something i din let ppl know.. erm.. at night i use to have a condition that my vision jus blurred out at the really mild lighted night which i can't exactly see and i may just pass out.. emm.. one very distinct area.. that i was so afraid was the amphi theatre.. i really COULDN'T SEE A SHIT WITH MY LIGHTSTICK.. when i was climbing down.. i could feel my heart thumping fast.. the inner me was afraid... i cld almost cry.. but reaching the very bottom felt great.. and cheryl reminded me of the phone.. damn how can i forget.. this morning at 5am.. i woke up frm all this traumatizing things i experienced frm camp... it was REALLY REALLY DAUNTING.. it's scary.. not many ppl do know how i felt... but it really suck.. *faints.. i hate myself and poor eyesight.. i always look possitive.. so i jus joke with all my peers... i am not afraid of the ghost u know why.. the frequency range is way below my eyesight.. i can't see in the dark already don mention them... haha..

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end with something yum yum.. .

BLUEBERRIES YUM YUM!!

PC camp

2007-06-23T20:15:00.000+08:00

PC camp was like damn fun larhs!!! haha.. and rather than the fact that I don't know my mates well even until now.. emm.. haha but it is still fun.. It started out like normal days u know the registeration.. and then.. emm.. we waited pretty long though for the icebreaker.. before the camp went to see doctor to get medicine.. apparently it is getting worse not any better..

ICEBREAKERSMy group leader was wayne-lin?? i don't know how to spell his name.. he seems quite.. emm or at least compare to jr. , miral, and bob! ok anyway we combined with grp 2.. and i was in grp 1.. and like all the freshies i knew and went for the camp was in GRP2!!! argh.. me n nat seperated.. =[[anyway we played alot of game... ok now i know according to alphabatical order.. MY NAME and ADDRESS is first... but when it comes to age and emm.. i am like the last.. =[[ i'm the youngest.. hmm.. 5 ppl was late, some had to leave for shiseido class.. =[ and then the 5 ppl is NAT, Wai Hong, douglas, marcus, gearld.. and WAI HONG SEEMS AWFULLY FAMILAR.. looks like amanda's bf n had the same name.. hmm...

anyway we had fun playing the icebreakers...

STATION GAMES we basically went ard the sch take photos of wad is given to us and take photos with the individual team leader.. all 5.. but tat hong wasn't here making alam a stand iN!! ALAM WAS NICE.. we had to amuse.. in my dictionary.. amuse = ending laugh.. which i thought emm.. poking his tummy will do the trick... but then.. i thought of 148.. (yu ting)coz i rmb them saying 148 was one of alam's fav coz of the character n stuff.. wanted to do 148 cheer but forgot.. =[ so i told alam.. and he like think think think and he laughed(coz he thought it was stupid)nevertheless HE LAUGHED!!

adayalamolicious!!with the new nick pasar malam..

and then MORK chinese name.. what to say.. i know it before the camp le.. i mean there is only one MORK in the school.. and so haha.. I'm proud i know his chinese name ok.. but then i got his surname wrong.. =[[[ nevertheless we got it done too.. don't ask me how i know his name.. coz it is a LONG STORY.. so what mork wanted us to do is just laugh at the other grp which we did n we took the pics!!

then ariff.. he wanted us to do the curvey curvey tew tew action to a song n we did n tadaa the pics...

as for one we guess had to guess his weight.. 58 kg and then carry him.. tadaa the pics!!!

the BOB the BIG BULLY!!! always bully me... X[ he always bully me... sadded.. we went to help alam like coil the wire(which in the end we din coz they like coiled all themselves.) meanwhile we tried to do the task!! take photo with bob.. so while I WAS TRYING TO HELP HIS GRP TAKE THEIR PHOTOS! my grp was like trying to guess the name.. emm.. ZULK.. (i forgot) i was nv a spelling bee.. emm.. haha.. anyway we helped burn n sha put the speakers and yadaa yadaa in the box and then we just had to push everything back to artspace.. emm.. ya..

Art FestivalI ws kinda tired by then.. haha i din eat breakfast lunch n dinner.. emm.. ya... anwyay i brought lightsticks for my grp!!! hee hee.. what to say.. camp is always "fun"in a way with mme ard.. u know.. like the marsshymallows.. and candies.. and the Xtra Xfactor.. haha.. this time round lightsticks.. coz i knew there was a night walk and damn i can't see in the dark.. i have night blindess.. so i bought and we went to Jurong east.. to watch the time out..

me and nat..

the jammers..

the performers.. aka dancers. .

them on stilts..

kinda amazed they can walk on it..

they frm GERMANY.. anyone feel my pain..

Fireworks..

whee..

WOW!!!
anyway after that.. amanda u should read here!!! haha.. we went to have out break so me n nat went to buy dessert.. erm nat got the egg pudding n me the strawberry shortcake..i suppose it tasted great i don't know.. i couldn't tase or at least alam says it is nice!! on the way back me and nat talked abt everything.. infactuations we had on our seniors, emm.. almost everything under the sun and the ride took LONGER THAN BEFORE.. you know why coz 4 jokers went arcade and din know they had to leave!!!haix.. n the whole bus went back.. and why we went back??? coz I noticed that my grp had 2 members missing.. apparently i forgot the name.. haha.. so i told them 4 ppl was missing wai hong n frens.. apparently only wai hong was missing got across n i called amanda and check his no.. amanda must be like shocked la.. haha.. anyway we went back and tadaa!!! ALAM HAS A NEW NICK!! alam clock!!!!!! haha.. in the night we had night walk.. it was fun.. coz we completed first.. shall not go into details.. CAUSE WE DIN SEE GHOSt N IT WASN'T FUN!!!I WANTED TO MAKE FRENS WITH THEM!!!!!

me n nat

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B&W

*faintsWE FINALLY HAD SUPPER not that it was any healthier.. at least it wasn't any spicier either! we had the 4 guys(DWGM) buyt mc for us while we bathe.. lalalala... this time it was quick a few girls only ma..

in the night we went for night walks.. IT WAS FUN!!! HAHA!!! coz I was getting a lil too high.. like me n nat saw this couple in the middle of the MORNING!! like 4am?? so we saw that the LT was still in use though it was like locked.. so i was saying.. scarly we hear inside got moaning.. haha... and haha the guys overheard...AHAHHA.. then they change it to MORNING CLASSES... haha... the whole night mork they all dinslp.. i mean i am not suprised at all coz they are like forever online.. maybe now they are slping?? haha.. anyway.. we had morning games.. WHICH I DIN EVEN LEAK A WORD ABT fountain through the WHOLECAMP!! haha.. cause i thought it will be quite fun la.. haha.. and so they sure did have fun.. water n me din go.. haha.. our ggrp had 14 coins other grp had 50coins.. haha.. emm.. we had performance afternoon..

last photo to end it all.. AIZ!!!!!!!!

haha... anyway.. TCP CALLED ME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CAMP!!! haha.. i got an recording!!!! haha!!!=]]

SPOILERSthe camp was fun.. but some ppl jus screw it up with tehir excessive comments.. and then there were someone who kept talking abt someone... pissed me off.. is like.. talking abt pancake... like.. u know pancake.. so the person keeps askin.. what is pancake.. u doing pancake?? how long does it take to do pancake?? did ur mom allow u to cook pancake?? what must i do to do pancake??? DAMN LA!!!!!!haieyer... spoiler.. .and some ppl jus keep saying excessive comments in that stuck up and arrogant attitude...

ENDING was great though.. haha... aug sang the girly man song.. hahahahha... LOL!!!!!!!! haha.. SAW before at the water fest le.. haha... but i guess it sums everything up le..

a couple of funny video..

2007-06-21T11:22:00.000+08:00

LOL! FIFA world cup wad will happen..

HAHA!!! watch tv?? customers first..